Friday, June 13, 2008
many changes of plan of the day.
today wasnt in my control. LOL.
fyi, i love the day's event to be in my control. i prefer to noe what im doing rather than to do stuffs for the sake of finding things to do. i prefer to look forward to sth than to find sth abruptly and go for it.
so yeaps. today. had lunch with my mummy or else she'd be alone. im filial (:
hahaha.
thennnnnnnnn. dawn called. and many things in between and.
i made a decision not to go to sentosa afterall (: hahahahhahaha.
im sorry. but i really hate the sun. i dun like sun burn in an hour's time out in the sun. moreover, i dun like the beachhhhhhhhhhhh. ahhahahahaha.
okay. yeaps. so i stayed home. tot of going shopping with mummy. but was too lazy. ahhahahaha. so i stayed home and played sims 2 the whole afternoon. great achievements. (:
planned to go IT fair with my sister coz she wanna go there. i tot of going there to find a cheap ds lite. ahhaha. but my sister said there wasnt any there. okay. so... just going to accompany.
and. change of plans again (:
my aunt called. and we are going to the LEVIS SALE TOGETHER :D up to 70% reduction at aljunied road. wahahhaha. so now im waiting for my sister to knock off and come home and my aunt will fetch us there.
wheeeeeeeee. (: SHOOOOOOOOOOPPING!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
get to noe myself better.
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. so true one me.
lol. saw lysa's test on her blog and went to try for myself. godddddddd. i think its true. ahahhaha.
luck is with me today (:
hopped up in the morn to meet the 2jms at mac. hahahha. well. had yummy sussage mcmuffin with egg today (:
waaahhaha. waited for dawnie's arrival (: (:
and the dice rolled and. the game started.
the first game. ek won the first round BIG OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. ping hu!! 4 tai! =.=
wahhhhhh piang. then at first... i kept losing. coz the fortune cat isnt waving at me!!!! sigh. but luckily, har har har. i placed 4 chips in front of me and HUAT ARH :P
hehehe. i shant elaborate.
anyway, the best was a zi mo 5 tai :D and i dan tiao tt round okay. and its hua shang game.
haha.
we played 2 full rounds in e end coz there was ample time (:
in between had a break.
i found 3 pokeballs. those that can flip both sides and u get a pokemon.
ek chosed squirtle.
left 2 for dawn to choose.
and... she got charmander (:
and during the game, mag keep shouting: GO, DAWN!
okay. lame. ahhahaha.
anyway, im so gracious today that i treat the ppl mcflurry each (: except for ek since he won as well.
hahahahah.
and i had a cut on my forefinger after the game. lol.
okay. that' s abt today :D
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
cannibalism. YUCKS.
OMG. YCKS. i read till my hair all stand and cant bring myself to read the complete whole story. no. it's not even a story. its FACT. as in it really happened!!! GOSH.
okay. im only quoting the yucky parts.
11th JUNE, 1981 - ” I am amazed.She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. Tall, blonde, with pure white
skin, she astonishes me with her grace. I invited her to my home for a Japanese
dinner. She accepts. After the meal I asked her to read my favorite German
Expressionist poem.I turn on the recorder. She starts to read . She speaks in perfect German. I
reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers.I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead
body. Finally it is done. Her beautiful white body is before me. I’ve waited so
long this day and now it is here. I touch her ass. It is so very smooth. I
wonder where I should bite first. I decide to bite the top of her butt. My nose
is covered with her cold white skin. I try to beat down hard, but I can’t. I
suddenly have a horrible headache. I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it
deeply into her skin.Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian
corn. It continues to ooze. It is strange. Finally I find the red meat under the
sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth. I chew. It has no smell and
no taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna. I look in her eyes
and say: “You are delicious.”I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a
photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds.I have sex with her body. When I hug her she lets out a breath. I’m
frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her.Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into
her hip and put the meat in a roasing pan. After it is cooked I sit at the table
using her underwear as a napkin.They still smell of her body.
Next morning she is still here. She doesn’t smell bad. Today I must finish
cutting up her body.I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake.It will be her grave.
I touch the cold body again and I wonder where I should start. I start to cut
off all the meat before amputating the limbs.While I cut her calf I suddenly want to taste it.
I see the beautiful red
meat beneath the fat.I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth.
It is tender.
I slowly chew and savor it.After eating most of the calf I look at myself in the mirror. There is grease
all over my face. And then I start to eat at random.I bite her little toe. It still smell of her feet. I stab the knife into her
arch and see the red meat deep inside.I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It
tastes okay.Then I stab the knife into her armpit.
OMG. look at the aftermath pls.
Sagawa openly confessed to what he had done, but a judge ruled that he was
not mentally fit to stand trial. Sagawa was sent to the Paul Guirald Asylum for
an undetermined period of time.Akira Sagawa, his father, helped workout a deal, and he was transferred to a
hospital in Japan not long after.He was soon judged fit enough to be sent to prison, where he stayed for only
15 months before being paroled.
OH NO OR. HOW CAN THIS TYPE OF PPL NOT BE SENTENCED TO DEATH?! i mean why! he cut up ppl and eat lae. tt's so gross+inhuman. GOSH. alamak. i totally freaked out. if my bf were to be a cannibal, i think life would be totally meaningless. i can totally use my head to smash the wall and commit suicide. if not i'd chop him up before he chop me up. okay.
and wait a minute. THE GIRL IS NOT EVEN HIS GF OR. omg. if my guy-friends like tt. i can die as well. tian arh. and pls. even if they have alrdy cut me up and eat me already, my ghost will come back huant them and the judges and make sure that they go to jail and will be sentenced to death after being imprisoned for 10 years and suffered 1000 strokes of cane and then they can go die and i will continue to haunt them and make them suffer like hell in hell and i will then go happily to heaven, or float on earth.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
omg. scary. SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
he should just go and die.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
tuesday.
went shooooooooooooppping with mummmy at bugis (: bought 2 tops. wheeee~ wahhaha. okay. i have been splurging alot recently. i have to stop it. stoppppppppppp. but hard to resist temptation (:
then went bpp had dinner. my fav crayfish and chicken combo at my place :D YUMMY. but the service abit cock up ytd. and they were very apologetic to my family coz they mix up orders, and even missed out my sister's order. hahha. but eeyerr. no discount despite their screwed service.
oh well. its tuesday (:
im going off soon in about an hour time to meet with co ppl (: its been a long time since i see them. ahahhah. and hopefully, we'll catch KUNGFU PANDA. hahahhahaha.
PANDA reminds me of..... LOL. hello dawn. u noe (:
panda.
and..
and...
and....
and....
I BOUGHT A NEW MOUSE :D
this time, no more wireless. no more retractable. its... CORD WRAP MOUSE :D hopefully, this kind of mouse will go perfectly well with me and not die out within a few months like the previous 3. SUCKS.
but darn. i got an UGLY pink logitech mouse. how i wish they have purple :( but they are left with PINK one only. SUCKS. but its okay. im a girl. i shall love pink. guy shall love blue.
im loving my holidays coz i get to sleeeeeeeeeeeep late into the day :D
yummy. everyday sleep till 12pm. wahahhhaha. enjoying (:
Saturday, June 7, 2008
whee.
hahahha. its been a long time since i shopped so happily and browse thru so many things and wanted to buy quite a number of things and actually bought a few things (:
went shoooooooppping with lele and yx. and sh who came for a while. lol. realised the 3 friends makes up S-L-Y. okay. shant tease them since we went out for one whole day.
dinner was...... LOL. literally LOL. lol! yx brought us to the korean teppanyaki restuarant at fareast basement for dinner. okay. im quite excited coz i have nv really tasted kimchi and the spicy rice cake and i have always have a thing for korean bbq ever since tt time i went korea and they brought us to this SUMPTOUS KOREAN BBQ RESTAURANT and the meat is free flow and its like OMGGGGGGG. heaven. okay.
so... LOL. i think yx hates this meal. coz he... alone... finished 6-7 plates of veggie. ahhahahahha. well. i'd help a little. but... ahhahahah. omg. hilarious. his digestive system shld be awesome at this moment. hahah. ohyea. the chicken fillet is IMBA and the bacon is quite nice too :D
drank the korean tea. taste weird thou. lol. but its refillable :D and we had 3 cups but they charged us for 1 cup only. how nice. hahah prolly they pity us for the way we ate.
LOL. the hilarious things.
1. LELE WENT TO GRILL TOFU =.=
okay. lol. we ordered a plate of spicy kimchi with pork. and it came with 5-6 big pieces of... tofu. we tot its still raw and cant be eaten. so... yuexin asked lele to cook the tofu. and the only source to cook is to put it on the teppanyaki plate. and tadah. we made a fool out of ourselves. coz the manager later told us that the tofu is alrdy boiled and can be eaten straight away. LOL.
okay. i shall not laugh at lele. coz i did stupid stuffs too.
2. I went to grill mushroom until chao tah.
its the type of shitake mushroom. yuexin ordered a plate of mixed vegetables and tadah. it came raw. the only way to cook it is again, on the tepanyaki plate. so i happily grilled the mushroom on the plate. LOL. okay. its supposed to be like this de lar. nth wrong. but its still quite hilarious. coz smart me was thinking tt its impossible for such a BIG shitake mushroom to be cooked properly on the plate. i mean.. what if outside chaotah liao inside still raw?
so i used the tongs to cut it into 4 pieces and happily cook it for eons coz it doesnt seemed cooked to me. lol. and yeaps. it went chao tah. and the manager is kind enuff to take the remaining plate of mixed vegetables into the kitchen to fry it for us. ahhahahah. omg.
we are so noobs.
you all shld see how yuexin stuff himself with vegetables. its veryyyyyyyyyyyyy hilarious. ahhahaha.
im deadbeat. and i haven bathe yet. ahhahhahhahah.
Friday, June 6, 2008
i need a break from my break.
im so sick of life after CT althou i just enjoyed it less than a day.
EVERYONE GOING OVERSEASSSSSS.
I ALSO WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OVERSEASSSSSSSSS!
hannah going overseas.
joyce going overseas.
dawn going overseas.
jacqueline rotting locally.
i want go overseassssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
shucks. nvm. i have just decided that i shall just go for photog camp next week. if nt i will die at home. CAMP :D:D
althou i have been hesitating.........
i never had camp in ngee ann! lol. sad to say. ahahha. i GOT NO OVERNIGHT OCs. lol. so its OKAY. im going to enjoy ghostly nightlife in ngee ann.
i gonna bring amulet, christianity bible, islamic bible, bagua. everything that can protect myself from the... 'friends'.
whee.
AND PPL :D
WE ARE HAVING A.....
CAR WASH FUND RAISING PROJECT
DATE: 15 JUNE 2008
VENUE: NIE CARPARK 4
TIME: 10AM-5PM
(: but my shift is from 9am to 2pm. so.... PPL. COME SUPPORT:D:D buy tickets from me @ $10 each. thank you bery much.
currently i have pathetic sales of ONE. and daddy doesnt want to buy coz he's afraid we'll scratch his new car. but tt's actually quite possible becoz i have never ever washed a car in my life before (: but dun worry. i will cut my nails and take off watches, rings, braclets and every possible metal tt can scratch the paint of the car.
hello TTK. drive ur dad's car to support me :D
hello yuexin. u stay near NIE. :D
hello everyone staying there.
hello everyone who is free to drive there on tt faithful sunday.
hello everyone who is willing to purchase $10 ticket but dun mind nt going at all :D
anyone else who can drive? LOL. gosh.
hahahaha.
okay. im crazy.
bursting my head.
THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK SAID THE ROOM IS $30, SO EACH MAN PAID $10 AND WENT TO THE ROOM.
A WHILE LATER THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK REALIZED THE ROOM WAS ONLY $25, SO HE SENT THE BELLBOY TO THE 3 GUYS' ROOM WITH $5.
ON THE WAY, THE BELLBOY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO SPLIT $5 EVENLY BETWEEN 3 MEN, SO HE GAVE EACH MAN A $1 AND KEPT THE OTHER $2 FOR HIMSELF.
THIS MEANT THAT THE 3 MEN EACH PAID $9 FOR THE ROOM, WHICH IS A TOTAL OF $27, ADD THE $2 THAT THE BELLBOY KEPT = $29.
WHERE IS THE OTHER DOLLAR?
.........
it makes me drew out 20 $1 coins on a piece of paper. and i figured sth out but i still dun quite get it and still dun understand. DAMM. lol. someone, pls explan it to me.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
tml!
your royal highness ends her 3 papers tml :D
tml is the last one (:
w h e e ~ ~ ~ !
I LOVE TAXATION :D TAX MORE TAX MORE. AFTER TAX IM GOING TO FIDDLE WITH GST WHEN I CHIONG FOR GSS :D
I LOVE TAX. HAR HAR HAR. NOW THEY CANT BLUFF ME WITH MY GST.
okay. lame. at first im grumbling when the manufacturings doesnt seem to mind with the incr in GST and that... ONLY THE LITTLE PEOPLE like us are grumbling. now i learn that they actually didnt earn from GST.
now. who is the end collector of ALL OUR GST?
yes. you got it. OUR LOVELY GOVERNMENT :D
so... in short, we KIDS who go shopping using our own pocket money are taxpayers too :D so parents cant say tt we go sch play and waste their taxpayer's money anymore.
okay. irrelevant.
anyway i love tax. coz i realise we got alot of rebates :D
wah. give birth to second child rebate $10,000. third child onwards?!!?!?! $20,000 ORRRRR!!!!
so much $$! so when im born, my dad actually gets a one time rebate worthed 20,000!!! and on top of that, he gets 2,000 deductions every year until i stop studying and have my own income :D
wow. i'm worthed so much (:
okay! TML~
plans for the whole day :D byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
hello LELE (: i end my papers 5 hours earlier than you. so i can play 5 hours more than you. i'm sorry but u r the only person i can suan. hahHahha. (: no offence lar. see u after ur paper! :D
Monday, June 2, 2008
HENG OR.
I LOSTTTTTTTTTTTTT MYYYYYY PHONEEEEEEEEEE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYyy!
for 3 hours. or more.
I DIDNT REALISE THE MISSING OF MY PHONEEEEE!
and..!!! and...!!
luckily sth cropped me up and i went to search for my phone at 8.45 and realise MY PHONE ISNT IN MY BAG, NOT ON MY TABLE. NOT ON MY BED. NT IN THE LIVING ROOM. NOT ANYWHERE. and.. I BEGIN TO PANICKKKKKK!!!!!
and i called my phone!
first call. NO ANSWER.
- shucks!
- i cant feel vibrations anywhere near my bag, my table, my bed.
OHNO.
second call. ........... finally answered when i almost wanna hang off.
WAH HENG HENG HENG HENG HENG!!!!
WHEE!
I LOVE MACDONALDS :D
i promise i will patronise for tuesday and wednesday and study there :D
and i bought a mcflurry in return just now :D
WHEE WHEE WHEE!!!
MUACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS.
i love my phone.
and i love the beanie on my phone.
and i love my phone display picture.
and i love the pictures in my phone.
i dun want to lose my phone.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII AMMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOO HENGGGGG ORRRR.
mag is rite. luckyday for jacqwmj forever :D
con-currently.
nt really a corner. but somewhere there.
I'M SO COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD & I DUNNOE WHY. i didnt eat ice cream! and i finished my drink EONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AGO.
i think they lowered the temp =.= so cold tt its not condusive for studying anymore. and tt explains why i lost the mood to study and sidetracked to come online. i really realllyyyyyyyyyyy lost the mood and determination to mug.
not. nt becoz im prepared. its becoz im COLDDDDDDDDDDD. and sick of doing the JE, IS, SCE & BS. i have done like.. 3 sets in the past 3 hours.
i needa fight against the time. coz i seriously took TOO MUCH TIME. sigh. i shall train to taking 1/2 hr for each set and. i hope i can do tt?
IM VERY VERY VERY COLD. my fingers are abt to drop off anytime. and i would like to dedicate the last few minutes of my fingers to blog.
IM VERY VERY VERY COLDDDDDDDDDDD.
bang.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Dippit Avenue
HELLO Dippit Avenue's whoever in charge in the advertisement on Mel. i would like to compliement you for your great idea in advertisement. but... can you pls take the alarm clock sound off? coz the first time it would sound interesting, my subsequently, it do gets onto my nerves. esp when i didnt expect it and went to Mel in the middle of the night (like now) to do sth that i forgot to do, the noise can shatter my weak soul apart.
moreover, the alarm clock sound just kept ringing in class. lol.
perhaps u can change the sound to sth more visual?
okay GREAT. why would u be reading this. LOL. hopefully u will blog hop and chance upon this entry specially made for you.
but well. i go support dippit avenue okay. i patronise thrice alrdy :D
your loyal customer
Jacqueline
perfections vs imperfections.
i am becoming more of a perfectionist.
that's just on my part,
my own thinking.
perhaps i'm one all the while,
inside.
a secret me :D
yet to be discovered,
yet to be revealed.
but to be shown;
bit by bit;
a little by a little.
all i would say is... its starting to get perfect. a wonderful beg. a pleasant duration. but the ending. nt so perfect. just a little bit more. but i shant be too greedy.
anyway, i have rekindled my long lost love for night breezes. during the o's peak, i always enjoyed night breezes. closing my eyes, sensing the peaceful nightlife through my sense of touch---my skin.
it's such a wonderful feeling. what a pity it only lasted a short while. but... as the saying goes, 不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。ehh? i suddenly forget how to spell the ZENG JING. did i get the words correctly? OMG. MY CHINESE going down the drain. im sorry mr siah. i returned whatever you taught me. lol.
well. so... i have a new resolution. NO. not to pick up my chinese. but... to start having nightwalks! (: perhaps before the end of my ct, i shall take a walk every night before i call it a day. and after my ct, i shall take a walk too, before i call it a day! WOOHOOO. no difference. but SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY GREAT TO ME.
firstly, it can make my day a wonderful fullstop.
secondly, i can adequate exercise too!
isnt tt fabulous? WHEEE. ppl staying ard me. care to join me for a walk? :P hahah.
lol! i think the nearest bbss dude staying nearest to me now is.. MR NEO. LOL. choy. nono. okay. lame on this.
haha. and yeaps. Cost Accounting paper today. OHGOD? qn 1 was like. WAHHAHA. happy. and then. AND THEN. AND THEN. AND THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
they have to make qn 2 the last of the last part SOOOOOOO ANNNNNNOOOYYIIIIINNNNNGGGG that i feel like stabbing the settter. omg?! its so... OMG. i mean like WHY?! but welll. its 3.5 marks in all. great. i give you lar (:
and well. i guess qn 3 is to compensate for the annoyance in qn 2. coz qn 3 was like EXTREMELY HAPPY. hahha.
now.. IFA & TAX. great. i love calculations. i love my calculator. i think im going to buy sth to dress up my calculator. coz my life gonna depend on it thruout. at least till the end of my poly years. lol. why dun they have garskins for calculators? they would be so interesting. and i'm going to customise my already customised garskin for my lappy. tt's provided i have the time and mood to do it. hahaah. i want buy diamites.
i so feel like slapping myself for being so inconsistent now. LOL. and i feel like slapping myself for not doing what i should, grabbing opportunities for myself, and snatch all my rights. but well. whatever. i'm too tired to do anything actually. and tt included slapping myself. omg. i feel like slapping myself for the contradiction. LOL. SLAP ME. i'll do it myself when i gain the strength to do it.
work-in-process control.
finished goods inventory control.
COGS
MOH Control
emoing-in-process control.
Friday, May 30, 2008
the 3rd realm.
the two camwhores :D
HEEEEEEEELLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
xiaoyang and our president pakwing
hahaa. im camwhore.
yes i am.
im sorry. but i am.
hahahahahha.
OMG! what is tt. the XMEN GUY. i forgot the name. LOL.
TADAH. the end :D
hehe.
today. ZZZZZ. woke up and cant cont sleeping. coz having the telephone ettiquette assessment today. lol! and is anytime in the day! SO WHO NOESSSSSSSSSSSSS MAN. then im so afraid she will call while im sleeping. hahahah.
okay. so yeaps! hope up. rise and shine and clearn :D then went to study. i find today productive. coz i went thru my notes properly (: and redid every qn of my tutorial. LOL. okay lar. nt every. selectively.
and well. im going to redo the paper later (:
OH SHUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs. tml first paper ORRRRR. 11am. waha. hopefully i wun oversleep (:
and lele thinks my egg cracked only ytd. coz he tried to bluff me he got bcomm paper tml OR. sorry lele. ur egg cracked ytd. but im born 18 yrs ago :D
okay. so when ms vanda called I PANICKED. lol. omg. hahahahha. forgot what to say and stuffs. okay. yeaps. so its quite okay after the feedback session after the call. lol.
and haha. hoho. i cant wait to the HOLS :D
WHEEE.
and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNSON (:
give u purple colour. nice rite (:
okay. tata ppl!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
while i can.
i shall do what i could. (:
i dunnoe why.
i dunnoe how.
but i shall find my way there.
even if i dun see it now,
i will see it sooner or later (:
sth pondering on my little mind.
i shall get to the end of it soon.
i dun like this feeling of indecisiveness.
and yet i am afriad to make some decision here.
i dunnoe what i can do to make things better.
i want to have a solution and yet i'm afriad of the end.
can i... just make my way out without being rationale?
i guess not.
i wouldnt want that too.
i'm getting random.
yes i noe.
i'm getting lost.
point the way out for me.
thank you.
very much.
accomplishments.
- IFA ppt
- FIT elearn tut
- FIT individual e-article discussion
- FIT QUIZ
- COST QUIZ
- COST proj
- BCOMM executive summary touch-up+submission
okay. i tot i did alot. but nth much actually. was actually quite happy that there wasnt any school today. like.. WOW. so woke up at 11.30. wahhaa. and... at 2pm, MR MA MSGED EVERYONE SAY AMATHS STILL ON!!! =.= zzzzzzzzzzz. so rushed back to sch at 4.30 and managed to reach at 5pm (:
school is okay. yeaps. and.. i still have alot for elearning to do :( + i haven mug for my ct. LOL.
and. daddy's new car coming tml :D okay. random.
and. I WANNA SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
and. i hope i can learn how to plan my time more wisely. sigh.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
conking out.
today marks the end of BCS :D whee! okay. oral... SUCKS. why i so suay. got this very hard translation: I travel to Mandrid by aeroplane! and i forgot how to translate 'by'! zzzz. everyone got other things okay. and why i got medios of transporte! and i will rmb how to translate that from today onwards. Voy a Mandrid en Avion.
Hola.
Me llamo Jacqueline.
Mi appellido es Wei.
Mi nombre es Jacqueline.
Mi numero de telefono es el noeve-uno-uno-sieste-cuatro-tres-tero-tres.
Voy a Mandrid en Avion.
Gracias.
okay. so hanged out with my son, lele and soonheng after sch. my initials plans to rushed home to sleep was void. SOONHENG. touched nts. and i made him walked me to bus stop in return. hahaha.
okay. so... i can sleep till dunnoe what time tml (: and for the rest of the week.
on one hand, i love elearning. on the other, I HATE ELEARNING. lol. coz all the damm projs! hello. i think they made a mistake somehwere here. their purpose of putting elearning a week before common test is to give us time to mug for it. and then.. AND THEN. AND THEN! they give us SOOOOO MANY work for elearning. 3 items to do for each module. 3X4-12. thanks. then rite, THEN RITE. THEN RITE. out of which, 1 or 2 may be grp work! adn ITS SO HARD TO MEET UP WHEN ITS ELEARNING. in e end also have to go to school OR. what elearning is this. shouldnt they just make it individual since its supposed to be elearning and we can do everything at our own pace? ZHIJIE!
omg!!! channel 8 now got scary stuffs. the spritual detective! lol. my mum and bro came to watch with me :D nt tt scary with them with me now.
im gg to start mugging tml (:
till death do us part.
whaha. random.
okay.
and im so lucky today :D i picked up 4 bucks on the floor and splitted the loot with bel. i'm so sorry for my weak integrity for nt handling the loot to the police. but im sure they will ask me to keep it. coz there's no title deed on the dollar bill. and.. I DID ASK AROUND to ask who dropped 4 dollars okay! hahaha. i ask the guy nearby. he said nt his so we kept it. coz no one else ard anymore (:
and we were still thinking of using the money to pay for our proj hardcopy. but LOL. another lucky thing. at the printing room, someone printed our documents for us and gave it to us FOC! we wanna pay him back, but he says no need :D whee! HENG OR NOT. HENG OR NOT. haha.
okay. the end. maybe i will have retribution for being so greedy. ahhaha, ciao :D
Sunday, May 25, 2008
har.
perhaps my priorities are wrong. i shall regross them.
somehow i hate the rain now. will it just stop raining and dampening my mood. SUCKS lar. i dun care liao.
im so going to be packed and busy for the next 2 weeks to even do anything. and i just realised i'm nt obliged to go to school for the next one month except for the IS makeup and 3 days of exams. isnt tt great?! ONE MONTH. har.
and i shall start my nerdy mugging somewhere next week. im going to refrain myself from going out or coming online if tt's possible. LOL. i want to sleep early. i want to watch tv all i want. and i just wun be affected anymore. thank you.
OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH!
what did it do man... hmm. the most heaty thing i ate was subway brownie! which i still has 2 in my fridge.
omg.! boss is so nice! :D luckily he is there when i go. ahahhahaa. he is wearing the subway apron when i was there lar. rare sight. anyway, yea! woohooo. i was waiting for my brownie and he is the one in the kitchen doing the stuffs. so he cut the brownie. and.... WHEE. he gave me complimentary piece! :D whahaha. and the pieces were big okay :D see. this is good staff-boss r/s.
okay. (:
i sitll dunnoe what i did that hurt my throat. it just suddenly hurts and i dun feel like talking nor drinking. not even swallowing my saliva! omg. thanks. i'm having a presentation on MONDAY OR. ohwell ohwell.
if its fated to be like this, so be it. sometimes, its just not meant to be. not meant to be perfect and smooth-sailing for me. afterall. well. tt's life i guess. i shall learn to adapt to it and apply con-current control.
okay. ohwell.! today's first ndp trg. OMG MAGGIE PRESSIE. guess what?! ariana from ur class is my LEADER or. ahhaha. okay. yeaps. it's quite a fun event. coz the games were so interesting. and like. the ppl were quite nice too. hahaha. BUT. i'm in the RED group again =.= darn. i dun have so many red clothes to go ard. the only one i had is APACHES shirt. ahahahah. i'm a loser. okay.
and SON. where's my S&W shirt. lol! and my eraser! you kept it since 2007 or.! lol. eraser nt impt liao. i think i need my S&W shirt soon.
LOL! and omg. i just spotted a dinosaur. hahah. singhwa is so free to talk to me this faithful night and i realised he doesnt noe what is viwawa! LOL. okay lar. cant blame. armyboy got locked up so long dunnoe what's going on in the cyberworld. lol.
and. my throat still hurts. so i enjoy typing alot :D
well. a day of mixed feelings. but i would rate it as a FUN&ENJOYABLE day afterall :D
Saturday, May 24, 2008
LAUGH OUT LOUD.
coz i managed to complete 2 quizes, finished my part for bcomm report and bcs presentation.
my eyes are blurring now. hahaha.
aerobics' fine. adeline's as hot. today's quite relaxing. we did abs trg which i nearly died. fine. i wasnt fit in the first place to begin with. LOL. i can feel im fitter today :P okay. tt's just illusions. i shall start beginning to face the cruel reality that.... that... well. its too hurting to say it myself! haha.
ndp trg begins tml :D morning in np =.= let's see.. 9-2.30pm =.= eeeeeek. i still tot 12.30 pm! hmm. i can expect a boring day of bonding sessions. lol. i have always hated ice breaker. coz i find it so.... fake.
okay. well. i think im gg to get employment soon :D sec 2 maths. whee! that is provided tt guy wants a poly undergrad instead of a uni undergrad. coz it was supposed to be my bro's deal and he gave it to me graciously. ahahahahha. eh. poly students also take o's before lor. what's the diff! in addition, i have nt lost touch coz i'm taking addmaths now also! okay. tt's just purely on my pt of view. if i'm the tutee, of coz i would want someone with higher qualifications too. okay. lame. pointless discussion here.
wooohoo. i hate the weather now since its so humid. and this reminds me of the small 'fake' talks that we have to communicate during fine dining assessment last thursday. hahah. its so stupid talking abt things both u and the tutor jollywell knew it isnt true. but well. tt's life i guess. haha. AND THIS REMINDS ME OF THE CAMWHORE FORMAL PICS :D dun worry maggie. i look like some old pricipal too when i wear blazor suit. ahhahaha. perhaps i'm worse looks so office auntie clerk lor!!! lol. like those... old office clerk aunties. ahhaha. okay. i dunnoe what im saying. and the heels hurt my heels. now i truly appreciates the comfortable-ness of flipflops (:
tadah. await the pics!
Friday, May 23, 2008
well. i'm such a loner tonite :( i'm finding ppl for dinner tonite. lol. it just happens that ALOT of ppl ard me are nt able to make it for dinner tonite. pure luck? try harder (:
so. today marks the end of FIT report. yays. great. but hold on a minute. my bcomm is still undone :( nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i will do it soon (:
oh. and oh. i'm so restless now on the fact tt i'm loner. lol! still waiting for dawnie to be back in sch. and then. awaiting for chinnyhong to reply me.
zzzz. i just heard the one missed call ringtone =.= I AM DYING SOON? =.= lol. its eeriee if there's no one ard me right now.
so i finally scraped thru the week. and tadah. next week's coming. apart from monday's IS makep for vesak day, NO SCH :D no school! i can sleep at home all i want. and of coz. mug my brain out.
i think i need a nap now. shall i? hahahahah. my back's aching!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
OMG!
lol. today... FIT test! =.= S U R P R I S E. okay. lol. but well.. the answers are on the board. lucky me :P and tml. s i g h.
it's such a hot weather and i'm going to wear formal+heels. OHMYGOD. and i have to speak gently and eat gently =.= okay. i will control myself (: whee. im going to wear my new formal suit :D
anyway, bestie has no car to drive me home tml :(
im sooooooooooooo tired. and im doing 2 projs at once :D i'm pro. editing FIT proposal and doing my spanish presentation slides (: nah. too tired. im going to close all windows and go to SLEEP :D
i'm being ultra random.
and LELE JUST SHOWED ME ONE VERY SAD YOUTUBE CLIP OR!!!!! its abt the china man being rescued and died after 6 hours of rescuation. OMG! what a pity. lele trying to teach me to cherish my life. thanks le (: *pun intended* fei ba lele.
teehee. i'm trying to be stupid now. yays. i dun think i will need to buy ds lite for this period of time. coz jy has graciously agreed to lend me during weekdays coz she's quite bored of it. and well.. i will take it as a tryout. if i wun get tired of it, maybe... i will consider buying :D
i cant wait for next week. i cant wait for next week. i cant wait for next week! W H E E :D coz no sch. no sch. no sch! can sleep ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL i want. and start to mug like a nerd, like a bookworm. oh shucks. i'm a nerd to begin with. :D i study and mug like a nerd.
and... no more peer tutoring till next term week 2 :D relaxed.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
happy birthday!
hello mag. im so sorry i didnt mean to prank u. ITS UR JIEMEI (: i opted to call soonheng. really. anyway, mag, AI SI NI LA (: thank you maggie!! and im really guilty. but thank you mag!
SEE. ANOTHER BDAE CAKE!
sooo. i guess everyone had fun! :D i did. and so long nv see MAGGIE liao! lol. okays. yeapps. so. yeaps. yeapps. i'm quite tired actually. my brain had a good squeeze today (:
sleeping at only... 12.30 ytd, tiredly woke up at 7.30. zzzzzzzz.! lecture. scraped thru my sleepy eyes. 3-hr break :D rushed my cost tut coz i doubt i have time to finish cost and fit tonite. and... TAX test =.= and then... ADDMATHS TEST 20% ORRRRRRRRRR.
2 tests tgt =.= and i didnt really studied. but well. (: can make it lar. coz openbook :P hehe. i didnt expect the maths test to be like this coz its supposed to be like common test? lol. but well. yays yays.
and my spirits are dampened coz my mum just told me my sister's black top stained my WHITE skirt. i'm so ultra sad that i dun have the mood to do my FIT tut at all and im too moody to sleep. okay. crap. i shall just get some sleep coz tml is an ultra long day for me OR. thou sch ends at 1. SCH ENDS AT 1 :( but. i have commitments till 7. :(:( lol! and i'm like asking ppl out for dinner almost everyday. lol.
i'm looking forward to NEXT WEEK :D NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
and HELLO :D i blogged at 11.59pm. just in time :D:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
lightened burden.
i have just finished my part of FIT report (: whee whee whee. now... all i'm left with is the analysis of my questions part for bcomm, spanish presentation, cost mini-elearnign proj (:
whee whee whee.
i cant wait for the holidays!!! i cant wait (: but shucks. did anyone says common test is coming in week 8?
and i think BA is very nice to my course this semester. coz ALL modules have elearning tgt =.= lol! so week 7 no sch (: except for the... s t u p i d IS. but... why did the chose a week before ct =.= also cannot play liao. nvm. ct only.
whee. im really so glad im done with FIT report. left for collating. yeapps.
and OZY! im in for the ndp thing!! (: can meet up after trgs and rehearsals. lol. i'm gg to be a VIP usher! whee!!!! eehhhh. this this mean i will get to see SM Goh Chok Tong?!?!!?! YAYS. yes. i noe i have weird taste. but i think GCT is very shuai and capable (: OMG! did i say i met him at pasir ris park when im young before? :P GCT GCT GCT GCT GCT!
17th may (intended date)
ohyea :D i just realised my hair is getting longer! whee~~. my ponytail getting longer (:
life has been quite dark and messy for me the past few days. until ytd, i totally blast out. and felt a whole lot better (: instead of waiting for the fast paced life to slow down, i shall just fasten my footsteps and try to catch up. i'm trying; trying real hard.
so now, what's next? :P darn darn darn. what to do what to do what to do.
i rmbed i wanna blog abt sth. and i forgot. i think i have Parkinson's disease. but i'm too young to get it. or maybe there's exceptions? or perhaps... im 81 instead of 18! :P i'm seriously getting senile. i mean, things tt i did a minute ago i just couldnt retrace sometimes.
went to buy my formal suit ytd (: walked till my muscles ache. lol! and... stupid GSS preview. there's nth nice out there to buy :( if i didnt need the formal suit, i wouldnt even have bought anything ytd :(
whee~ got new tvb show to watch (:(: its so funny lar. lol. okay. sidetracked.
alrites. im heading back to my fit report. the annual report of companies are making my eyes coming tgt and making my brain shrink in size. whee~
i'm trying, really. real hard. (:
Saturday, May 17, 2008
let's do our part!
"yo! please add a rainbow in front of your nickname.! msn will donate $ to si chuan people affected by the terrible earthquake..
http://info.msn.com.cn/caihong/rainbow.html"
people! put a rainbow infront of you nick on MSN so that MSN can contribute $1 per rainbow to the china earthquake victims.
on a lighter note, i suddenly felt how fortunate i am. as im busying grumbling and whining abt the pressures i'm facing, i just dun realise how fortunate i am actually to not be twined into natural disasters. I'm born in a land, where peace existed and i can live comfortably w/o the worries of natural disasters.
as i'm watching the news just now, i suddenly understood how fragile life can be. *enlightened* i mean... yea. the poor kids. the terrible earthquake occurred during lessons time and...!!!! THE SCHOOL TUMBLED! this will NEVER NEVER happen in Singapore, firstly, coz WE WUN HAVE EARTHQUAKE (too small to have plates movement, glad that we are just a small red dot) and secondly, engineers in singapore are well certified and have professional engineers ethnic and integrity to build hses properly.
you noe MANY kids lose their limbs nt!!! i watch the news i cry lar. okay. im emotionally weak in the first place. but... its so poor thing! they are like so young. one boy still beg the doctor not to amputate both his hands as he still want to learn, work and study. even if it meant that he can only have his right hand, he still hope that he can have at least one hand! but.. the doctor told him cruelly that he either keep his hands, or his life.
OMG?! and now, im grumbling about the stress i face. SLAP ME SOMEONE. i need a tight slap for not cherishing what i have. i need a tight slap for being such a giver. i need a slap to wake me up from my nonsense.
just in 10 minutes or so, 60% of the city is destroyed. a city full of a thousand million years of history, culture, custom and live, is GONE in just a few minutes.
many people caught underneath the tumbles are seizing the opportunity to live, but it seems that their chances to breathe ceases as 72 hours has passed. what's to gone, will be gone. who's to stay, will be saved. but still, a live is just so fragile. in a snap, everything can be gone.
let's do out part. we cant be there physically to help, but i shall be emotionally supportive (: that's the least i could do. [i have no financial abilities too :P]
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彩虹连心 支援灾区
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Friday, May 16, 2008
what am i?
i wanna do everything well. i wanna do my job well. i wanna do my role well. but it just seemed that i haven been doing what i want. i really want to do my best in everything. i tried. but i dun think i made it. i really want to show that i have tried. but i am just me. i dunnoe how to be a modified strong version of me. there's the urgency. but there's no motivation at all. i just seemed to be going in circles. i always dun want such things to happen. and yet, i always do things that i will regret in the end. i never learn. i will never learn my lessons. i'm just going in circles, thinking that i have moved on, but still being oblivious and ignorant abt me, stepping at square 1 on the spot.
where's the old me? or have i always been like this? i just feel like a loser. perhaps i am. i hate the feeling of being inferior. i hate the feeling of being vulnerable. i hate the feeling of being incapable of anything. i just feel like succumbing to everything that im facing. and yet, i noe i cant. i noe i have the ability to overcome. but yet, i cant seem to present my full potential.
sometimes, i just wish that there will be a pillar somewhere, for me to grab on when i cant catch up with the current flowing. i just wish there is a support somewhere, to at least show me the glipse of hope in surviving the haste pace of my cruel mind. i feel like being reliant. and yet im shld be independent. i really dun want to be independent. not that i dun want. just that, i dun have the ability to be totally independent. im nt capable of that. i dun have the shoulders, broad enough, to shoulder all i have to take. i will crumble one day. and i noe i might. my emotions are weak, that tears can easily gush out and crumble the bunds that sustain it. i am not as strong as i seem, and i am not as strong as what i potray. dun expect me to be on my own pls. i cant i cant i cant. i need help here and there. i need strength here and there.
ironies.
i cant stand the way i am now. and perhaps, ppl ard me cant stand the way i am. i jsut dunnoe what am i doing and just what is it to be living.
and i just rmb, i will die some day. perhaps, when im about to leave, then i will start cherishing living.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
and so...
had the two tuts which went on quite fine. i mean, well. yea. normal.
rushed to meet doggie neeeky and wukequn at the busstop coz apparently, they all end at 12pm. lol. had glm! okay. the actual branch is nicer than the bukittimah foodmarket branch. yeaps. and so, went to clementi with neeeky to meet ozy to buy his stuffs after tt. apparently so as i have tons of time. lol. hanged out with lele and yuexin after ozy n neeeeky PS and went home. went for my peer tutoring and JOYCE CAME TO DISTURB. lol! she came to sat in and i panicked =.=
anyway, at first i panicked. coz i didnt noe how to explain. so i crapped my way thru. and then... hopefully they get what i meant. lol. they are a bunch of fun ppl. all from accountancy too.
okay. so anyway, went to find the bbss dudes after sch again. did my ifa while waiting for mr ng soon heng to finish his songcomposing club meeting. lol. and so he finally came and YEAS. LONG AWAITED dinner :D
yuexin's treat! my mother's day dinner. lol. thanks prince. the porridge so nice lar. and LOL! soonheng ate dunnoe how many billions bowls of porridge =.=
lol. let's see. china had earthquake, mymmar had typhoon. np have a little flood ytd morning =.= HENG I NV WEAR SHOES AND JEANS LAR! lol. okay. i always wear slippers. tt's the advantage. the water wun soak my shoes :D and the rain was so loud tt i have to blast my mp3 which gave me a shock when i get into the lift and is nt affected by the sound of the rain anymore. i have very fragile and delicated eardrums (: i only listen at 10/11 lvl out of 25 lvl in the volume system (: i protect my eardrums.
and... I DONATED 1 (ONE) DOLLAR TO THE MYAMMAR DISASTER :D coz np passed the envelope around each tutorial class so that everyone have to donate. almost everyone donated 1 dollar except some ppl who came late. they had to put infront of the tutor and lol! no choice. they put in notes.
i'm nt saying tt we shouldnt donate. i mean they really need help and they are kinda poor. but... i'm just giving my reasonable doubts that... WHERE WILL MY EFFORT OF DONATIONS GO TO ULTIMATELY?! even right now, the donations arent proceeding to the ppl in need! they just happily landed into the corrupted govt's pocket! even when the UN flew into the territory and dropped the rationings, they were seized by the govt and KUA KUA KUA. they kept ALL the cash and ALL the food to themselves. okay. maybe nt ALL. but.. THE BETTER ONES! hello. they are like more wealthy and more healthy than their ppl in the first place. greed just cant be contented. sigh. you noe what they did?! they kept the good stuffs, more nutritious stuffs to themselves, and gave those less nutritious and not nice food to the ppl, when... the main purpose of sending the food is to the ppl!!!!
and what's worse is... THEY DUN ACCEPT HELP FROM OTHERS! they just want all the remmunerations in cash and kind, but NOT PHYSICAL HELP =.= and they dun open up to the public that the outside world DUN EVEN NOE what's the condition in there now. poor myammar ppl.
i sudd feel so fortunate being a singaporean with such a nice and reliable govt. whee. im gg to be a loyal singaporean :D
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
fine dining.
learnt fine dining ettiquette today. lol! and i heard from joyce tt in biz ettiq, YOU GET TO EAT REAL WESTERN DINING FOC DURING YOUR ASSESSMENT ON FINE DINING! FREE OF CHARGE :D whee. i want chicken chop :D but shucks. the venue is at Pine's Cafe. eeeeeeeeeeeek. nvm lar. better than nth (:
okayyy. so we finally finalized our survey qns and now, looking for respondents! :D i need 7 np students :P 1 down. so left 6 more (:
i was so happy when i tot tt tml is just a short day for me. until... i rmbed ITS NT =.= so i have a LONGGGGGGGGGG break of 1-5 in between. what to do what to do what to do what to do!!! :(
im so random now coz im feeling random.
im quite irritated now coz i have tried logging in to my student mail for the past 5 mins but my password is wrong =.= until i realised i put capslock on =.=
lol. okay. random. nites.
Monday, May 12, 2008
I AM SO FULLL!!!
another 25% BCS assessment =.= 50% GG liao.
lol. anyway, I AM SO FULL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my tummy gonna burst. my intestines gonna fly out. my lungs gonna expose. my stomach gonna drop out. my liver gonna come out. sorry. my vocab limited. cant go on anymore. LOL.
shucks. tml long day again :( sian1/2. sian1/4. sian1/8. sian1.16. sian1/32. sian1/64. sian1/128. sian1/256. sian1/512. okay. it will never cease to stop if i continue going on. eeeeeeeeeeeek. nvm. I WILL FLOAT PASS TML HAPPILY AND HAPPILY.
and shucks?! next week got bcomm assessment. some business networking thingy=.= need to wear formal again. SIAN20000000000000000000%. im getting sick of poly routine. slack beginning, projects start piling up, deadlines all crash tgt, common test and exams flocked tgt with deadlines, then... LONG BREAK. =.= how i wish there's some consistency somewhere and there's no overdoing of anything at certain pt of time. but apparently, not. and why am i grumbling when i am merely a year2 beginning to be?! so many ppl has gone past my stage happily w/o grumbles and WHY AM I GRUMBLING SO MUCH? sorry. but i have no idea as well.
lol. i think this sem would be a busy sem for me. with all the extra activities im participating. WOOHOO. CCA POINTS :D peertutoring, national accounting quiz, aerobics, photog.. whee~. yeaps. peertutoring starts this week and im quite nervous actually! I MEAN LIKE... gosh. what if i dunnoeeeee!!! HOW?! what if i cant explain!!! how?! what if... i cant handle. lol.
and projects piling up. SHUCKS. FIT, BCOMM, BCS. ohyea. speaking of counting the no. of projs, i realise this sem only FIT & BCOMM are project intensive. but still quite alot to handle actually. nvm. just like how i scrap past the 2 sems, i can scrap past this sem as well :D
THREE AND A HALF MORE SEMS TO GRADUATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
Sunday, May 11, 2008
monday blues.
lol. well oh well. I WANT TO SLEEP :P
so tired the whole day. insufficient sleep.
went to watch what happens in vegas last night. lol. wasnt as awesome as i expected. as in.. probably i didnt really concentrate. so i felt that certain parts were draggy. but cameron diaz so chio. ashton kutcher so cute :D worthed it :D
okay. reached home so late that i conked out the moment i lie on my bed.
and i love the weather recently!!! so windy and chilling :D wheee. i just hope this will persist and the stupid hot sun will just hide behind the clouds forever until i get sick of this chillnes.
sleeeeeeeep :D
Saturday, May 10, 2008
i wonder
why some people can react in a situation like this, and why some people can totally react in a different way.
lets say for a case of tsunami. many ppl died.
some people reacted strongly and cared for it deeply. yet some, just stood aside, looking at it, and not even bothering doing anything about it.
just why? some people take it so seriously, felt so upset abt it, and some people can just take it as it has never happened before and sleep so peacefully.
perhaps, a simple thing can have one thousand and one views from one thousand and one people. some can say the sky is blue, others may claimed that it is white, and some may even deny the existence.
put it aside.
in bmgt, we learned about controlling. there's 3 types. one is to prevent a situation from re-occuring based on what has alrdy happened. 2nd one is to improve the situation as it is happening. and the 3rd one is to predict it and prevent it from happening as far as possible.
now that tsunami has occured, people are taking preventive measures so as to prevent the disaster from hitting the world so badly again.
but why, in some situations, things just occured again?
irony isnt it.
i really wonder at times.
i wonder if things are just happening as it is or things are just happening due to ignorance.
and im just being random for the past 2 mins.
thank you.
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i think i just spoiled my keyboard.
i just feel like shouting out loud now.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cool pics.
we looked as thou we had presentation. lOL. the whole grp wore abit formal, except for qq, without planning! =.= telepathy?! lol! and its so fun camwhoring in class. they were discussing abt the 'fashion show' thingy and the 'purchasers' which is the role played by my side, have nth to do meanwhile. so... tadah. we spent out time wisely (:
AND CHINHONG! where are the pics we took on thursday?! i want i want i want :D
TADAH. the best pic of all.
it reads:
Games Played: 59 Games
Games Won: 59 Games
Win Percentage: 100%
Longest Winning Streak: 59
Longest Losing Streak: 0
Current Streak: 59
ZAI ANOT! :D:D
Freecell is a wonderful game. It trains my brains and makes me more intellectual. it kills my time too. and its such an amazing game. and its... SO FUN :D im going to maintain this win% until i complete 100 games! :D
wahhhahaha :D
Friday, May 9, 2008
working craziness.
firstly, there will be extra income for me and so... i can spend more and i maybe can buy my dslite :D:D
secondly, it will kill time for me and i wun be idling so much around.
but. where to work at?!
i was thinking thinking thinking.
boss kept asking me to go back work. but lol! when i ask got pay rise anot. he just replied: got incentives programmes. =.= so no. i dun want work there now. OVER with it. lol.
i want... to work in somewhere i will enjoy in. somewhere, i'd be happily going to. and right now, the only place i can think of is Mr Bean. LOL. i wanna go learn how to make the mr bean pancake! then i can make my own pancake there! and perhaps got staff price and i can buy my pancake cheaper :D:D then i maybe can eat the leftover pancakes! WOOHOO. GREAT.
but i doubt the pay would be good coz its all the aunties working there. dun mind working with aunties. coz they take good care of kids :D
last time i have this craziness. i had this waffle craze (which i still have ocassionally), that i went to apply for the job at the bakery.! :D but the $3.20 per hour rate TURNS ME DOWN. so sorry. lol. shucccks.
sighhhhh. i have so many things tt i feel like buying but... i felt so restrained somwhere.
im so sian tiao now! i think i will just go to sleep.
anyway, im so upset today. coz i didnt brin my tax tutorial to sch!! D A R N. so did i spend one night doing it when i could be happily sleeping and now, i didnt bring it to sch=.= darrrrrn.
and aerobics is so tiring today. lol. worked out so much. tired. and i think i will just be going to sleep.
goodnites. bye. im tired of everything.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
SAYS WHO
throwing bahu is just a form of self-protection against MSK. someday, if we have a war against islamic countries, we can consider making weapons and clothings with pork oil or pork essence. then we sure win :P
okay. kidding. it will be so unfair.
okays. anyways, YAKULT. WE SAW THE LIVE BACTERIA IN YAKULT OR. EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK. IT MOVES. IT MOVES. IT MOVES. and darn. when i see the real live demo on the microscope, i just finished drinking one bottle or!!!!!!!! lol. omg omg omg.
okay. nvm about tt. it helps to kill cancer cells :D and i think vitagen still taste better (:
woohoo. friday's tml!! LONG AWAITED SAT IS COMING :D yays. yays.
anyway, played with ch's iphone and lol. SO FUN.
okay. random. im feeling so random now. perhaps sat is coming! tml's j0yce n bel having their recital. shall go watch their performance and zhao :P
nth much happened. AND I JUST REALISE NP GOT DONUT FACTORY :P yes. slow. but nvm. LOl. NO MORE SHITTY E-DONUTS. lol. but darn. i needa conserve my spendings!
lalala.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
YAKULT
okay. im a loyal fan of vitagen. i take one bottle of vitagen with me before i leave for school (: but for tml, it shall be a change to yakult! shucks. tml morn cant drink my daily essential need of vitagen liao. nvm (: i can consider changing to yakult if i really like it (:
anyway. it's wednesday alrdy. so fast? thursday's coming (: and then friday and saturday and sunday.
well oh well. it has been a great week for me as far as i'm concerned till today. school's great. coping fine. except for THE OVERDUE TICTAC JOYCE BOUGHT FROM NP BOOKSHOP. omg?! it overdue and we ate a few before we realised =.=
okay. so i think ngee ann needs a few more water coolers around! coz i cant seemed to refill my water bottle :(
okays. so we'll be celebrating chinnyhong's bdae tml! :D PANDA. so long nv see you liao. piat piat piat piat piat.
whee. sch's short tml.
I LOVE PORK.
throw bahu at you.
Monday, May 5, 2008
tiring.
okay. nt really start. just the... sat-monday period.
wohoo. left with only taxation to do (: glad. and i have done the FIT quiz.
tirrrrred. okay. i'm going to sleep already (: great. and no tuts for amaths now tt i just realise. hooray.
so many things have happened thruout the weekend. well oh well. its over (:
anyway, my luck ytd was so.... EEEEEEEYUCKS. played mj with my bro aunt and cousin. GOSH?! im the loser. lol. omg omg omg. i threw 2 5 tais to my brother lar. WAHPIANG. and i still owe him the debts :P i shall just drag till he forgets (:
okay. so monday's alrite. and the long and tiring tuesdays are here again. S H U C K S. its okay. i have a long break of 1-5pm tml (: but gotta do the stupid bcomm proj. full of projs. shucks.
and i just realised the mid term is coming?! its week 4 alrdy. and common test in week 7?! S O F A S T L A R O M G. yays. soon, this sem will be over. and soon, next sem would be over. and soon, i shall graduate after scraping thru 2 more sems after the soon-over 2 sems for this AY.
YAYS. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
ANYWAY, HAPPY BELATED BDAE CHINNYHONG! but i wish u on time personally okay! :D
and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIVA tml!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HX tml.
omg?! so many ppl's bdae in may.
i just realised.
money money i love you. i need you to buy all the things i wanted to buy. and yet, i want to save you up so i can do many wonders in future. but yet, i still want to spend you. HOW?! someone. slap me if you still see me splurging this month. I'M WAY OVER BUDGET for last month. so i shall conserve and watch my spendings this month. and im so going to persuade my dad to increase my allowance. i just hinted to him tt the canteen in sch increase price liao. lol.
ohyea. SLEEP! :D
Saturday, May 3, 2008
early in e morn.
reason: MY DADDY'S GOING TO BUY A NEW CAR :D
and she bluffed me that it was for my brother =.= i knew my dad wasnt tt kind and generous.
okay. im totally shocked and surprised when i heard this. coz... my dad dun usually buy stuffs on impulse, somemore its a big ticket item.! i tot im still dreaming so i just went back to sleep. then my mum screamed at me saying if i still dun get out of my bed and bathe, they will leave w/o me =.=
okay. so i pushed my sis out of bed and cont sleeping :P
well. went to the redhill place where so many car showrooms. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. how i wish my dad wun buy a car but increase my allowance. I ALSO CANT DRIVE YET! but nvm. yays. i totally like this new car coz there's headrest in the backseats!!! tt's the most impt thing for non-drivers. i overlooked on this pt when my dad bought his current car 4 years ago.
they were deciding between honda and toyata when i strongly object to honda becoz the back's backrest isnt as comfortable as toyata's! :D and i WON :D coz mummy's on my side too. the 3 drivers were grumbling away =.=
sorry. NON-DRIVERS > DRIVERS.
okay. yea. sunday. chinnyhong's bdae soon.
AND....
hannah. i didnt wish u at 12am doesnt mean i forget!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH LEE CHEW YENG!!!!!!
everyone. wish hannah bdae before 11.59!
happy 18th han nah han nah.
sweet 18.
have fun!
legal to hankypanky.
but dun pick up bad habits arh! :P
okay. i noe you wun.
HAVE FUN.
cherish the remain 1.5 hrs.
ITS ENDING SOON.
MUAHAHAHA. SOON, I WILL BE 18 TOO!! whahahahha.
i love saturdays.
so yeas. sucks. 8 hours of lectures+tutorials. zzzzzzz. next friday too! I HATE MAKEUP CLASSES. cant they just.... LET US OFF?! well oh well. its all for our own good. yada yada yada =.=
okay. luckily it comprises of 6 hrs of lectures and 2 hours of tutorial. so nt tt tied up. but next wek.... 4 hours of lectures and 4 hours of tutorial. this totally sucks.
so the peer tutoring schedule's up. im on wednesdays. OMG?! i just realised one person take one whole class. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i tot pair up! OMGGGGGGGGG. i got stage fright :S i'm human-shy. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. and LOL. what if i cant answer the qns?! and im really darn weak in my introduction coz i hate to stretch my thinking? lol. ozy. pls accompany me on wednesday :P
watched iron-man today. hmmm. the ending is like... err? lol. we predict there will be ironman2. omg. the movie is like quite gross? esp the part where pepper have to change the electronic heart for tony. eeeeeeeyucks. and im just like watching horror movie or? and the afghanist or whtaever u spell tt, terrorists, are so funny. LOL. and so dumbly featured in the movie.
okay. tahtah. tt's about all.
royal queen need her royal beauty sleep at the moment.
i wanna sleep till late late late in the afternoon :D
tt's the queen's decree. no one shall bother her till she wakes up!
but sigh. the queen's father is bound to wake her up at around 11 plus for brunch. too bad. the queen's decree cant work against her father's decree. sucks. :(
Thursday, May 1, 2008
braces and food
rushed to koh dental after tt. shucks. dr koh tighten the brackets and O U C H. it hurts till today! my teeth were like so sore. its the itchy+pain feeling. u have the urge to bite and it hurts when u bite! sinful temptation =.= but nvm. i shall endure. for straight teeth (:
dawn! hurry go put braces lar. really lor. the older, the more painful! lol.
ohyea. and i still happily went jumbo at serangoon garden ytd night for dinner =.= we ordered so much stuffs! and the chilli crab so B I G and nice lor! :D but due to my damm braces, i cant really bite, so i dun really eat alot. sigh.
went shopppppppppppping today! :D but didnt really buy alot. and didnt buy the main thing tt i wanna buy. I NEED A NEW BAG BADLY! coz im sick of my old bags. LOL.
hope my teeth will feel better tml (: yays.


















