happy bird-day! (:

HAPPY BIRD-DAY LELE! happy egg-crack. all applies on you. haha.

YOU FINALLY 18 years old le lae! okay. sorry. you're the only one i can suan. so yea. you.. bad luck bah (:

le! lele! 勇敢又快乐！bless you (:

surprise anot ytd. fine lar. you spotted sth amiss. but well. HAHA.

erikah.

merry messy christmas

hi all. first and foremost. MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

spent the eve shopping and then tonning over at ozy's place. went B&J @ nightsafari before heading to ozy's with dawn n lele to find stupid soonheng. realised fauzi is working there as well. lol. it's been a long time since i last see him. so, i haven been to night safari! ahha. yea. and B&J ice cream is nice (: esp after staff discount the price seems reasonable. haha.

so after sh knock off, adjourn to ozy hse's via point sh's hse. counted down at sh's hse =.= nth much to count down. HAHA. cabbed to ozy's hse to find justin climbing over the gates. and went merry-christmas everybody in the room. as expected, 4 ppl over at the mahjong table, the rest lying on the sofa, playing card games or ps2.

nth much for the christmas. main lead was missing. BRIAN HENG. he came back from the states last mon/tues.

btw, i survived sentosa w/o sunburn last tues! muahahaha. ty (:

alrites. i cant rmb what i did. then, weeteck drove us to EAT.@ railmall for breakfast. food wasnt exceptionally nice. i miss glm. lol.

yea. then headback to be just in time for yoga's MTV on the teevee! ahaha. the rest were all dead asleep with a few zombies channel surfing downstairs. and yeapp. WEETECK drove us home at 6am! :D saved cabfare! haha. thank you weeteck!

woke up at 2pm to feel aimless. lol. took the initiative to start on my 30% econs assignment. BLANK. darn.

it isnt fun to spend christmas reading abt how the US financial crisis is affecting the global economy crisis. and what bush says in his speech with reference to the crisis and all the other factors coming along. it depresses me coz im currently facing a financial crisis as well but with no relevance to the US financial crisis. i think the main factor of the US financial crisis is BUSH. dang.

merry christmas all. hohoho.

the gift.

People, like houses, hold their secret. Sometimes the secrets inhabit them, sometimes they inhabit their secrets. They wrap their arms tight to hug them close, twist their tongues around the truth. But after time truth prevails, rises above all else. It squirms and wriggles inside, grows until the swollen tongue can't wrap itself around the lie any longer, until the time comes when it needs to spit the words out and send truth flying through the air and crashing into the world. Truth and time always work alongside one another.

- the gift, cecelia ahern

yet, another smashing novel by my favourite author. (alrites. i shall keep my fingers crossed till i finish reading it. but so far, the first 5 of her novels ar GREAT. and this 6th one shouldn't be an exception.)

how true is that. truth and time always work alongside one another. just like how it wasnt meant to be, even if u turn a blind eye to it, try to be oblivious to the obvious fact, cover it up with million of layers of my fanciful imaginations, or turn it into a perfect & nice facade, time will always reveal the cruel truth. it's all just a matter of time.

time, a cruel factor, a common enemy to all. so ordinary & important yet so scheming at times. no one can ever beat time. time rules our world. we are all slaves to time, even if you are an animal, you're no exception. and sometimes, i just hate how time & fate works tgt.

Surprises surprises surprises!!!!

hi alfred, it's definitely worth blogging. its jsut that im packed with activities! haha. sorry (:

just as i'm emo-ing about how achieve-less i am as at year 2008, and how i am wasting my 18 years, i'm suddenly perked up and injected with hope about making significant achievements in the next 18 years. HAHA. thanks my friends (:

PART ONE
darling cats and dogs brought me to sentosa :D
at night. coz i hate the sun. ahha. so again, i waited for others to arrive this year (i waited a few hours last year). ahah. something different. i felt like a tourist (: dined at a restaurant by the beach (aww. so romantic!) lovely pasta. and then....!!!!

they, like some cats, was lying to me about fetching wenjun in and stuffs... and then... we waited. then... i was lead to the beach before a gingerbreadman with candle appeared infront of weiloong like some dog. and.... jy the romantic girl spelt 'HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!' with lightsticks on the beach. omg. its so damm touching plus nice plus.. im speechless. it was so unexpected and it was so nice. THANKS CATS AND DOGS!!!! love ya (: and wenjun really came after that. haha.

PART TWO
just as i'm playing in sentosa, my son called and ask me to go home at once. and they also like some doggies! so i managed to reach home at 11.30pm. and wait for their arrival. ALL THE WHILE, i only tot 3 person was present - yx, lele, doggie. so i was like.. what can we do? i went to take out my monopoly and stuffs... and seriously i tot only 3 person.

and they lied to me they bought such a big cake coz swensen's only left with 1kg cake and tt's the best they could get. i believed apparently. so just as we were about to sing the bdae song, doggie went to open the door and i saw SOOO MANY PPL OUTSIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! DAWNIE WAS HERE :D and afl, quan, neeeky, ozy, hl & JASON. jason lae! so surprised!!!

yeaaaa. i was speechless once again. i was really really speechless. and... happiness overwhelmed me. happy is just aint enuff to describe how i felt. and of coz pressies!! i love them guys (: esp the QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN necklace. HAHAHA. thanks doggie! and the winnie the pooh. eh! lucky i didnt buy it myself. i almost bought it! andddd afl n quan! UR ROYALTY ShIRT!

i feel so royal this bdae. esp i have so much royal stuffs. the cats and dogs gave me a pair of crowned earrings too (: MUACKS.

wahaha. im rich with pressies (: and nt forgetting hannah, cass, fubi & shufen's lovely cupcakes!!!! pictures overload. upload next time! (: thanks!

ohyea. nt forgetting chinnyhong alvinchew and taytaupok! i think i leeched them dry. HAHAH. opps (: thanks ppppppppppppppppppppppppppl!

and how lucky! i saw nathaniel ho @ vivo on the 14th! awww. so shuai! (:

and i saw the adam guy who acts in channel 8 show on the 15th @ vivo again. AHHAa. nat ho more shuai! :D:D

and last but nt least, i thank everyone for your wishes once again! (:

royal queen's 18th birthday.

your royal highness turns 18. like finally.

nth much special. just that i shall try my luck in 4D today. and perhaps win the first prize to finance my DS Lite, a new wallet, some new clothes, new bags, new acessories (in short, a shopping), and even better, allow me to save up (:

my true birthday wish is somehow unattainable. it's beyond my ability line. so let me win 4D.

i'm glad to have jy's DS in my possession now :D wahaha. then. hahahha. yeaps. love you lar! see you tonight (: and thanks for your entry!!!!!!!!!! dun worry. at least next year my bdae have you, and yours have me too (: we can survive on our own. ahhaa.

bye friends. this is the last bdae i will spend with u all in the near 1 year. next year, i'll be playing with snow on my bdae and enjoy my white christmas (if everything is sucessful). HAHA. bye.

last few moments of the life of as a seventeen.

an irony timing to do such thing as well as to feel this way. yet, it suddenly hit upon me that my life as at the end of seventeen years on this earth is much of an success.

i have accomplished nothing in the important aspects of my life and i've no sense of accomplishment. stupidity and ignorance, perhaps, was the only thing i'm proud to say i've been tangled with.

so what's with life. growing up, excelling, being an all-rounder, having wide social circle, and not forgetting a great family. the family i'm born into has nth to do with accomplishment. it's just fate. and i'm relieved that at least i have such good fortune to be born in a great family.

but i guess, the best ever thing tt ever happened to me after the good fate was to have great friends in secondary school whom i've nt really drifted away despite the fact that we have all chosen different route to take on after sec school. they have always known what's on my mind despite the distance. they always knew what to do with my moods. and they knew what would bring me from hell to heaven. thank you. and see u guys on the 15th (:

i was thinking. is there any decisions that i've made that impacted me greatly and benefited me lots. sebest told me it was choosing to go NP and met them. lol. i laughed. and i hesitated. afterall, i regretted taking on poly route at times. it's quite stupid actually. already at the end of my year 2 and im still doubting on my decision made 2 years ago.

can someone just enlighten me on what am i doing?
being a young adult now, i have suddenly lost my balance and weakened my footsteps. 'lost' shouldnt be the word. in e first place, i've never been clear-minded.

after a full 17 years, i realise im still at square 1. nth done. nth special, and plain insignificant.
dang.

happy bdae son!

HI YUEXIN!!!

happy 18th birthday! (:

guaguagua. aha. okay. nth much. yoga ownz u. and i shall STOP having paper the next day after ur bdae celebration next year. haha. okay. i'm doing attachment next yr. so cfm wun have paper the next day le. and thanks for asking ur dad lobang me home! :D and. hahaha. SURPRIZEEEEEEEEE!

yoga still ownz u. (:

ciao. my turn soon! whaha.

december wishes

everyone seemed to be wishing for sth.

perhaps it's time for me to put sth on my wishing list too.

but what do i want?

econs mania.

ARGH.

econs finally D O W N. for the time being. at least.

forget about monopoly. forget about marginal utilities. forget about marginal rate of substitution. forget about comparative advantage. forget about budget line. forget about preference map. ALL THE CRAPS which made absolutely NO SENSE to me and yet i have to vomit them all on the exam booklet like a merlion.

and i still dunnoe what im writing at the end of it.

audit's next. wassssssssssup. checked checked checked.
PADIS
ACCEPT
VIPCARRD
MOHAD
what else?

nehneh. i cant wait for next week. no. its not my bdae.

mixed feelings.

it's a rojak day.

felt extreme fatigue, a little nostalgic, yet a little soothing, a little of everything.

went back to np ytd @ about 11pm? haha. was waiting at the loft for the rest to come. so slow! then went up to Mia's room before joining the crowd at lvl 9. it's the last night for the sekayu students. so we tonned with them! haha. played cards, surf the net and Rino gave me many nice games!

4am. felt so hungry. adjourned to al ameen for supper/breakfast? haha.

6am - 7.45am. time to send them off! nostalgic part doesnt come from here thou. took many photos with everyone. gonna miss some of them! perhaps we can go visit them next year! haha.



felt a little change in emotions on the train home. probably the fatigue is overwhelming. just realised how time flies. it's the end of november again, just like every year. december is coming again. somehow, i sense that this december is going to be nowhere near the previous.

there's a reason why people don't stay where they are. some things remained, significant things changed. we have come thus far, only to realise we have just revolved around square one. not exactly back to square one, just, around there.

i dunnoe why. every little thing i experience can be pieced back to the delightness missing-since-long-ago.
for once, i wish december won't be here.
can i capped the december experiences at my 17th year on this planet?

nostalgic

I DROPPED MY PHONE ON THE FLOOR AND IT GOT A SCAR :(
i'm very sad althou its nt the first time i dropped my phone on the floor.
coz this time it got a BAD SCAR :(

and it's IS tml.

and i'm gg to the dentist tml.

and dawn's fault.
- it's been a long time since i went bloghopping. & i saw her post on her sister.
I NEVER HAD THE FEELING OF BEING AN ELDER SISTER. do i bite my siblings when im young? i only remembered the times when they refuse to play with me coz i'm having chicken pox. they even put a chair at the door for me to look at time. my siblings are evil.

sigh! pictures overdue-d.
- took a million pics with diff ppl except my parents :( sigh! what a pity.

busy busy busy!

argh! ytd was so stress that i wanna cry. ECONS IS STUPID.

and i almost wanted to drop econs! HAHA.
thanks to alfone for helping me in econs ytd even after his a's! haha. i need tuition from him man!
but today, i see hope in my econs for the CT alrdy. coz i finally understood one topic!
but well. if i fail my econs for ct, i'll def drop i guess.

ARGH. busy busy busy.
taken up peer tutoring again. macroecons. ironic. coz my economics myself is struggling. hahah. will i teach e wrong stuufs?! LOL.

projects. finally one down. nehneh. (:
next week. busy schedule ahead. sigh.
mon - spin meeting.
tues - peertutoring.
wed - sanoku students visit.
thurs - dipplus.
fri - joyce's competition.

week after next. elearning + CT. GG-fied.

a short day of sch tml! im lovin it (:

"i've been to paradise. but i've never been to me."

hahahhaa.

ytd went k-ing with yx and lele then idled the whole day at the prince's palace.

quan & doggie. you both have commited a sin of an economist - fallacy of association is causation!

lol. its NUT true that whenever me or dawn watches manu matches manu will lose. HAHA. at least this time... rafael scored a nice goal at the 90th minute! haha. i'm NOT a jinx! ahhahaa.

wasnt v productive ytd. except... i begin on my 500-word essay on "why i want to join oiap and what i hope to gain from it." i totally have nth to say and its really... repetitive of 2 points. 1. independence. 2. unique experience. ahhahaa.

and... i'm so hooked up on geo challenge now. ahaha. somehow the map is in my mind alrdy. can click w/o thinking much. and lele even more pro lar. his knowledge of flags... imba.
yx also imba. lol. his guitaring.... anyhow play also can be inspired suddenly then a new song is formed. best song: PLEASE GO AWAY. ahha. okay. and his mum is so nice. i dun mean myself. ahahaa. his mum whipped up a nice dinner for the 3 of us plus his sister. its too much for 4 and... there's alot of remains. so... the kingfisher gobbled them up (: he especially love the fish. hahahaha.

argh. IS tml. hate it. nehhhhhhhhhhneh.

braindead.

has anyone ever felt that?

1. you are very aware that you have a brain up in ur head.
2. yet. your brain seemed non-functioning.
3. you cant process what ppl is telling you.
4. yet somehow, u are able to come up with a reply a few mins later...?
5. you just feel like staring into blank space and stop caring abt what is going on in the world.
6. yet, your mind is still thinking abt certain things that wun produce an answer. full of what-ifs.

i dunnoe what happened. i believe i have sufficient sleep... and i dunnoe why my brain seems so dead recently. particularly this week. so much tt... i can sit anywhere and stare. even when bel is beside me on the way home.. i stare into blank space and talk to her like... one sentence in 5 mins. HAHA. okay. nt tt exaggerating. but its so different.

am i using up my limited brain cells?

darn. and my stupid brain habits are back.
1. i dunnoe how come i can bring my phone wallet and keys out. and put them on the table during lunch. and when i left, i only pick up my wallet and phone. and i didnt realise the absence till i needed them. and my dad kept them. LOL.

2. i was walking down the overhead bridge. and dunnoe what makes me miss a step when i'm evidently counting my steps down and i almost rolled down and died. and instantaneously, i'm AWAKE.

a r g h.

piglet & stitches & dog with stitches & everyone

celebrated the 2 things' bdae @ a mongolian bbq restaurant in parkmall recommended by fudgey. hmm. the kangkong rawks. aha. spamming kangkong. and the chef is so skillful. and got mantou!! :D

camwhored ALOT. still alot nt posted. haha.

a picture with the 2 birthday girls! zuo yong you bao.take 1. eat the berry.

take 2. dawn eat strawberry.

group photo w/o antenna. whee.

the chart is cheater. i believe i'm not 169cm tall.

soonheng EXTRA lar.

my stitched eye doggie.

ONG brothers? ahah.

my darlings.

piglet.

stitch.imitating antenna?quan hates me for this. ahhaa.

CO CAMP!

the very old sch building. so eerrie.alumni planning the nightwalk (: jiayong the director. giving all sorts of directions. ahah. i'm the ghost.

jiayong giving the night walk briefing.senior of the seniors can sit aside. the junior alumni do the work! haha.
sneaking out to cass' hse to bathe. and i left my blue towel in bbss :( my fav towel.
combined practice. after graduation, still the same feel.
again, we sit aside. ahha. MY CELLO! nt my cello. my assigned-cello is nicer. and i'm the first-hander of tt cello okay! but... nt mine anymore :( so use some laoya cello.and i still noe how to play! hannah's erhu. ahah.
UGLY UGLY UGLY! CHERCHUAN IS UGLY. btw, cherchuan came. and this uglydoll game belongs to mr siah. he claims to own more games than settler's cafe and invited us to go play if we are free. LOL. but his games all quite cool. every camp bring diff game. haha. this small box costs about 30-40 SGD okay. imported from europe.

i'm ugly as well.

alumni grp photo.

camp camp camps.