braindead.

has anyone ever felt that?

1. you are very aware that you have a brain up in ur head.
2. yet. your brain seemed non-functioning.
3. you cant process what ppl is telling you.
4. yet somehow, u are able to come up with a reply a few mins later...?
5. you just feel like staring into blank space and stop caring abt what is going on in the world.
6. yet, your mind is still thinking abt certain things that wun produce an answer. full of what-ifs.

i dunnoe what happened. i believe i have sufficient sleep... and i dunnoe why my brain seems so dead recently. particularly this week. so much tt... i can sit anywhere and stare. even when bel is beside me on the way home.. i stare into blank space and talk to her like... one sentence in 5 mins. HAHA. okay. nt tt exaggerating. but its so different.

am i using up my limited brain cells?

darn. and my stupid brain habits are back.
1. i dunnoe how come i can bring my phone wallet and keys out. and put them on the table during lunch. and when i left, i only pick up my wallet and phone. and i didnt realise the absence till i needed them. and my dad kept them. LOL.

2. i was walking down the overhead bridge. and dunnoe what makes me miss a step when i'm evidently counting my steps down and i almost rolled down and died. and instantaneously, i'm AWAKE.

a r g h.