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oh my. back to a routine life. i wanna break the cycle.

and im hating to write. lol.

eh? last semester studying! whee. 4 more months to go i guess.

and im getting really motivated to go OIAP again. bye singapore.

time like this, shld be better spent sleeping.

i dont like tonight. coz i've a bad feeling. i feel bad. i dont feel good.

hence, i shld just go and sleep and forget about everything in this world and wake up to welcome the world tml with my arms wide open.

everything can just go and die at the moment now. i feel depress thinking abt it.

this day.

and so, my sister was finally admitted into the hospital.

she hasnt been feeling well for the past 2 weeks, being tortured by fever & pain at nights for almost everyday. well, she stays in hostel so i dun really get to see her. but weekends, when i see her, i felt her pain too. it's the first time that i've seen her cry from the pain that she is suffering. i wanted to cry with her too.

i've always tot that... me and my sister dont really get along well with all our quarrels & fights. but this incident has made me realised how i love & care for her and that i really want her to be well. it somehow reminded me of the pain i felt when i saw my granny suffering the other time. its been 4 years since i felt so. the heartpain and the worry-ness i dare not show to others.

silently, i cried and pray that she would be fine.

NDP 2009!

HEYLO!

ndp is here once again. how time flies. haha. it just seemed like lastyear one's barely ended! anyone interested to join being NDP ambassador?! :D

it's quite fun, get to watch NDP foc (no need queue for tickets, can get tickets too), eat KFC, pizzahut for meals, get many goodiebags, free uniform & lots of friends.. & many cca points too. ahaha.

here's a poster of it & my grp photo in the poster! haha. okay. sylvester said it doesnt look like me. but well. yea. join NDP. CCApoints_CCApoints.

ohyea. today last day of work with becks @ Maybank. so-so. okays. and when im home, for once, i got into the same lift as my airsteward-neighbour. SO COOL LAR. he's SIA AIR STEWARD LAEEE. and his uniform is so damm smart & cool & awesome. perhaps when i go for interview i shall ask him for tips. but. aiya. i barely know him. BUT.!! a guy being an airsteward. so COOOL. and he really look GREAT in the uniform! SIA :D

inspired?

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html

go watch the vid there!

no, im not promoting christianity nor am i into christianity.

just felt that things brought up are quite inspiring (quoting from lopez). haha. how true & how ironic mankind is. yet myself, belongs to that category too.

often i've pondered. what am i soughting after all this while and how am i making the best out of it? well, guess i will only have the answer when i am really doing it right (:

finally gotten a new mp3 (: touch, touched, TOUCHHH. ahha. okay lar. as i told lele, somehow.. i still miss my creative zen. ipod may be like much better than creative, but a noob like me prefers a more user-friendly creative zen. but of coz, im nt gg to regret. haha.