physically abused.

LOOK.

im such a saddist.

i hate my life so much that i attempted suicide.

im feeling so miserable that i think physically abusing myself will make me better.

i love to see blood oozing out from the miserable wound innocently.

i enjoy the pain i suffer from the cuts and burns.

i...

i....

i....

just enjoy the process of abusing myself, making myself feel the physical pain, numbing myself from the emotional pain.

LOL. I SOUND SO MUCH LIKE ERWIN LEE!

HAHAHHA.

im just kidding (:

how could i bear to abuse myself.

its just tt today, im so careless that the samples kept abusing me instead. either i got scratched, or cuts, or... BURN by the glue gun! OH MY GOD. all come together in one day =.= strike 4D also not tt accurate. lol. okay. i cant even by 4D in the first place.

i made a resolution. i will buy 1412 on the day i turn 18 (:

i hope i rmb this resolution when the day comes. LOL.

anyway, long overdue buffet pic :D

chinnyhong and dawn!

lol. they look like they are posing for seoul garden advertisement can. eat until so happy =.= ohyea. and this is the meal tt i eat till food poisoning =.= i think i rmb why. coz i went to try to fry ice cream on the hot plate =.= maybe tt cause my foodpoisoning. LOL.

zomg. i love mr bean pancakes :D i love it so much tt i ate one everyday. ahhzhahha. coz the mrt stations that i either board or alight from/at, has mr bean!! :D

yays. mr bean pancakes :D

masterpiece (: