nostalgic

I DROPPED MY PHONE ON THE FLOOR AND IT GOT A SCAR :(
i'm very sad althou its nt the first time i dropped my phone on the floor.
coz this time it got a BAD SCAR :(

and it's IS tml.

and i'm gg to the dentist tml.

and dawn's fault.
- it's been a long time since i went bloghopping. & i saw her post on her sister.
I NEVER HAD THE FEELING OF BEING AN ELDER SISTER. do i bite my siblings when im young? i only remembered the times when they refuse to play with me coz i'm having chicken pox. they even put a chair at the door for me to look at time. my siblings are evil.

sigh! pictures overdue-d.
- took a million pics with diff ppl except my parents :( sigh! what a pity.

busy busy busy!

argh! ytd was so stress that i wanna cry. ECONS IS STUPID.

and i almost wanted to drop econs! HAHA.
thanks to alfone for helping me in econs ytd even after his a's! haha. i need tuition from him man!
but today, i see hope in my econs for the CT alrdy. coz i finally understood one topic!
but well. if i fail my econs for ct, i'll def drop i guess.

ARGH. busy busy busy.
taken up peer tutoring again. macroecons. ironic. coz my economics myself is struggling. hahah. will i teach e wrong stuufs?! LOL.

projects. finally one down. nehneh. (:
next week. busy schedule ahead. sigh.
mon - spin meeting.
tues - peertutoring.
wed - sanoku students visit.
thurs - dipplus.
fri - joyce's competition.

week after next. elearning + CT. GG-fied.

a short day of sch tml! im lovin it (:

"i've been to paradise. but i've never been to me."

hahahhaa.

ytd went k-ing with yx and lele then idled the whole day at the prince's palace.

quan & doggie. you both have commited a sin of an economist - fallacy of association is causation!

lol. its NUT true that whenever me or dawn watches manu matches manu will lose. HAHA. at least this time... rafael scored a nice goal at the 90th minute! haha. i'm NOT a jinx! ahhahaa.

wasnt v productive ytd. except... i begin on my 500-word essay on "why i want to join oiap and what i hope to gain from it." i totally have nth to say and its really... repetitive of 2 points. 1. independence. 2. unique experience. ahhahaa.

and... i'm so hooked up on geo challenge now. ahaha. somehow the map is in my mind alrdy. can click w/o thinking much. and lele even more pro lar. his knowledge of flags... imba.
yx also imba. lol. his guitaring.... anyhow play also can be inspired suddenly then a new song is formed. best song: PLEASE GO AWAY. ahha. okay. and his mum is so nice. i dun mean myself. ahahaa. his mum whipped up a nice dinner for the 3 of us plus his sister. its too much for 4 and... there's alot of remains. so... the kingfisher gobbled them up (: he especially love the fish. hahahaha.

argh. IS tml. hate it. nehhhhhhhhhhneh.

braindead.

has anyone ever felt that?

1. you are very aware that you have a brain up in ur head.
2. yet. your brain seemed non-functioning.
3. you cant process what ppl is telling you.
4. yet somehow, u are able to come up with a reply a few mins later...?
5. you just feel like staring into blank space and stop caring abt what is going on in the world.
6. yet, your mind is still thinking abt certain things that wun produce an answer. full of what-ifs.

i dunnoe what happened. i believe i have sufficient sleep... and i dunnoe why my brain seems so dead recently. particularly this week. so much tt... i can sit anywhere and stare. even when bel is beside me on the way home.. i stare into blank space and talk to her like... one sentence in 5 mins. HAHA. okay. nt tt exaggerating. but its so different.

am i using up my limited brain cells?

darn. and my stupid brain habits are back.
1. i dunnoe how come i can bring my phone wallet and keys out. and put them on the table during lunch. and when i left, i only pick up my wallet and phone. and i didnt realise the absence till i needed them. and my dad kept them. LOL.

2. i was walking down the overhead bridge. and dunnoe what makes me miss a step when i'm evidently counting my steps down and i almost rolled down and died. and instantaneously, i'm AWAKE.

a r g h.

piglet & stitches & dog with stitches & everyone

celebrated the 2 things' bdae @ a mongolian bbq restaurant in parkmall recommended by fudgey. hmm. the kangkong rawks. aha. spamming kangkong. and the chef is so skillful. and got mantou!! :D

camwhored ALOT. still alot nt posted. haha.

a picture with the 2 birthday girls! zuo yong you bao.take 1. eat the berry.

take 2. dawn eat strawberry.

group photo w/o antenna. whee.

the chart is cheater. i believe i'm not 169cm tall.

soonheng EXTRA lar.

my stitched eye doggie.

ONG brothers? ahah.

my darlings.

piglet.

stitch.imitating antenna?quan hates me for this. ahhaa.

CO CAMP!

the very old sch building. so eerrie.alumni planning the nightwalk (: jiayong the director. giving all sorts of directions. ahah. i'm the ghost.

jiayong giving the night walk briefing.senior of the seniors can sit aside. the junior alumni do the work! haha.
sneaking out to cass' hse to bathe. and i left my blue towel in bbss :( my fav towel.
combined practice. after graduation, still the same feel.
again, we sit aside. ahha. MY CELLO! nt my cello. my assigned-cello is nicer. and i'm the first-hander of tt cello okay! but... nt mine anymore :( so use some laoya cello.and i still noe how to play! hannah's erhu. ahah.
UGLY UGLY UGLY! CHERCHUAN IS UGLY. btw, cherchuan came. and this uglydoll game belongs to mr siah. he claims to own more games than settler's cafe and invited us to go play if we are free. LOL. but his games all quite cool. every camp bring diff game. haha. this small box costs about 30-40 SGD okay. imported from europe.

i'm ugly as well.

alumni grp photo.

camp camp camps.

precy's turn!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECY (:

it's beeen a long time since i see you. and a realise its been an even longer time since i took a photo with you. tsk. you lar. busy woman. even more busy than dawn. lol. so far sch reopen, i have only bumped into you ONCE. sigh!!!

lol. from pri sch, to secondary sch, to poly. its been a very very long time! haha. so how are u now? may all your wishes come true.

take cares (: and we shall go for dinner some day. (:

DAWNIE TANGOH.

WOOHOOO DAWNIE!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!! :D

hehe. i still haven wished you rite. and i'm NOT going to wish you. so you better READ this YOURSELF! hehe. and i have alrdy thought of what to get for you. i'm going to get quite a number of stuffs. anticipate okay (:

waha. so how did u spent the day? okay. no need tell me. later goosebump come out how? haha. i miss you so much! it's beeen a super duper uber long time since we meet and go out.! sigh. coz you are forever ever so tied up and busy. haha. but must take good care of yourself alrite. dun everytime proj proj proj, radio radio radio, report report report. haha. it's just the beginning of school! dun be so stress. relax~~~ (later all ur pimples pop up again arh)

long awaited. and soon it will be my turn *lalala*.
女大十八变！宇希越变越美！越变越聪明！越变越。。。有魅力！
cant rmb ur chi name characters alrdy. hopefully i got it rite! haha.

and... i wanna remind you. there are still OTHER ppl that loves u and wanna hang out with you(i.e. ME). so pls spare them some time also okay. lol. if nt i go knock ur hse door alrdy.

SEE YA ARDDDDDD dawnie! (:

school.

i haven choose my elective!! i still have a week to make up my mind thou. and 2 weeks to think abt to go for OIAP interview anot.

decisions decision decisions again. cant make up my mind. everything seemed the same. (except for oiap n apt)

lol. but, i felt that i somehow has made up my mind to try being independent staying overseas. but i dun want go sem 1! hopefully coz of organising NAQ 2009, we can be thrown intro OIAP 3.2 batch (:

joey got me anticipating oiap life and alrdy starting allocating the hsework =.= AND. AHHAA. i cant cook. so gotta tabao everyday. and i wanna go SHOOOOOOOOOPPING lar. i haven even signed up, my mum alrdy warn me: if you r really gg, dun start ur shopping spree the moment u got there. u no money dun call home. :(

okay. tt's why, i gonna WORK WORK WORK to earn my living expenses there. ahaha.

(:

162th.

nope. this is nt my 300th post. HAHAHA.

http://alfred-lim.blogspot.com
he's having his 300th post celebration.

haha.

life's good.
EAA's boring.
i think he sucks. HAHAA.

camp's average.
living condition below average.
fun and excitement a little above average.

Deepavali Hols is average.
realised NS isnt good life.
need to study study study.
all the air force stuff.
exams and test huanting.

shucks!
spending alot recently.
while i only worked 5 days in the hols.
OUTFLOW > INFLOW
cash deficit.
i need required financing.
who can finance me?
hahaha.

bye!

byebye. ahhahaa.

up up and away!
im gg to ze camp (:

and i'm so high today. AHHHA.
sekretz. :P

BYE!
and thanks tttk for driving to school recently!!!! :P:P HAHA. ahmad!

surprises in the cardbard!

FINALLY THREW AWAY some useless notes and my shelf is tidy and neat again!

yet... i found one photo that we took on neeky's bdae that lead me to more surprises! memories relived again. wait. is it neeky bdae? i forgot. at swensen's. and the cake is infront of neeky. haha. thus the assumption.

so i use blue tack to stick it on my study table. one photo too plain. so... i rmbed that joyce mailed us a photo during christmas! so i went to search for it. and lead to alot of things!!!

I FOUND ALOT OF LETTTTTTTTERSSSSS! valentine's day cards, messages written by sandy. and i found one by my angel (very obvious its lysa thou). LOL. all stack in my cupboard which i haven been touching since.... i put them in. HAHA.

so i opened them and read them once more. awww. so heartwarming (: one which lysa wrote to me to spur our motivation for o's! and also rebekah wrote to me when my granny passed away... and sandy's normal msges.... all kept nicely in my cupboard (stack between many books).

and LOL. another surprise i found. THE BIRTHDAY CARD I WANNA GIVE SOON HENG IN YEAR 2006 TILL NOW. 2 years alrdy still in my cupboard. HAHAHA. i dun care. soonheng, i will give it to you when i see you. dun waste my effort of writing it in sec 4 common test period. HAHAA. omg. so funny lar. and i even forgot what i rote tt i opened it again to read. hahaaa.

okay. then... i found 4e3 classphotos!!!! i even forgot i bought 3 4R and 1 8R photo. lOL. so wasted putting them in the cupboard. so... i chosed one and stick it up as well!! of coz, it's the ONE & ONLY photo that i didnt stand beside ___. we-noe-who.

haha. okay. so funny lar. i mean... the things we used to do in sec sch. i feel so old now. and i found a photo album that sandy gave me containing pics of my sec 2 photos with rebekah n elvina. HAHA. okay. we look DAMN different. esp ELVINANANANNANA. hahaha.

the end.
i miss 4e3 :(

haha. nt v neat. but neater than before!

chang chang! the 4 pins up!

1. dunnoe who's bdae photo

2. a photo with neha during thailand fieldtrip

3. tartees.

4. 4e3!

sth random. I LOVE THE NEW SBS BUS. coz it's purple in colour. and i feel like i'm in purple heaven.

jy loves purple too! :D

but this greenie begs to differ. she gonna REGRET.

i love purple and honeydew red tea! :D

before i forget, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LEWIS! (:

1.5 yrs later

now we are 1/2 way thru poly.

and what would life be 1.5 yrs later?!

on one hand, im excited for them. on e other hand, OMG. SO LONELY!

1. dawn intends to go overseas after getting her DIP.
2. jinying is going to germany to study after finishing her DIP.
3. joyce is going US to study after finishing her DIP.
4. bel intends to go Australia to study after her DIP.

eeeeeeek. everyone is going overseas.
(so if i really become air stewardess, i have friends all around the world.)

but. so lonely! :(

ppl who leave, have left me.
ppl who intends to leave, will be leaving me soon. (1.5 yrs quite fastt)

so where will i be 1.5 yrs later?

haha. and omg. suddenly found so many des friends on facebook. its like... UBER LONG TIME NV SEE THEM. and... time really passed very fast. if i have stayed on, i would be on my 13th yr in des now. but well. most of the friends i grew up with have left as well. but good thing, we are still in touch :D

one good thing that i gained from DES isnt the skills and knowledge i have acquired. but... the friends i gained (: all the childhood memories, knowing each other's traits better than urself and... suffering thru all nonsense as well as exams panics tgt. haha. well well welll. shall find them after their a's!

reluctance.

i feel ultimately reluctant to go to school tml.
reason being: it's damm IS.

the rountine feeling is coming back. and i hate it. nevertheless, i look VERY VERY forward to the end of this sem. which will mark a closer date to graduation. nono. IAP first. and i hope i can go overseas for it. HAHA.

i'm trying very hard to persuade ttk to send me and hannah to sch tml. but to no avail. SUCKS. i feel even more reluctant to go to school now.
reason being: i need to squeeze onto bus early in e morn and wake up darn early.

another thing is that. i have a dental appt tml which makes me dreads tml from coming. coz he's gg to tighten it again. SUCKS.

nevertheless i felt that i enjoyed the last week of hols alot. celebrating claire's bdae, chalet, m'sia outing, celebrating fubi's bdae!

can i dun go sch tml?

BANG!

sigh. holidays are ending just when i'm playing happily.

home from chalettttttttttt. t i r i n g. finally get to sleep in my bed with peace :D no more waking up every now and then, no more snatching of blankets, no more squeezing in a bed. first night was spent watching 2 drunkards putting on a comedy. 2nd night went cycling. (:

and its so fun to bike at nighttt. and justin got us lost. kudos to christine's good sense of directions. lol.

3rd night mag came! with bae. and we bbq-ed with the remaining food and a borrowed pit from out neighbours. i think this time we made alot of friends =.= 1) drunkard jerome made friends with some nyp guys when he's drunk. 2) we borrowed 11 bicycles from our neighbours a few units down for our night cycling. kind souls (: 3) we borrowed a knife from another neighbour opposite to cut our watermelon. 4) we borrowed a disposable bbq pit for our little bbq from the chalet beside. ahaha.

and kbox most fun le lar. but was quite tired so dozed off for a while. ahaha. stupid doogie and soonheng kept on making funny side effects. what bom bom bom.

i'm gg m'sia tml! yays (:

JUST FOR CLAIRE

it's your turn now girl!

your turn to cut the cake, ur turn to eat the cake!

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY 18th bdae my beloved (:

i miss u lar since the longkang fishing trip and the naq bbq n dinner thingys. STILL one more week to sch reopen. dunnoe to look forward or nt to!

haha. anyway, thanks for all the laughter, gossips, comical scenes, stupid actions and mediations from time to time. i really appreciate you for being a selfless friend. on the contrary, i feel guilty for being a selfish one :P

and PPL (KFC + the girls). thank her for her 5% discount. if nt everyone gotta pay more for the bbq. lol.

i love you (:

and i hope u can really get ur lisence soon, so me and bel can say goodbye to the days of squeezing up 99 and taking bus to school. hahahah.

AND WHERE'S BATAM TRIP?!

le says:
QUEEN URE SO PRETTY