ambitions vs aspirations

ah! life has been hectic recently. so much that i dun even have time to spare for my hk dramas in pps :(

a final year student. time to think about where i should go after i leave this place of 3 years. yes, i know i wanted to get into uni if i could. of coz, NTU would be ideal. but, what about the ambition that i've always talked abt?

i would say, my asipirations & ambitions are different. all the while, i've thought that my plans were good, and i'd be able to realise both of them. now, i'd say it may not be that true after all.

what one person told me was right. why bother to study sth i wouldnt apply in future? i replied, so that when i got grounded, i can put what i learn into good use and wouldnt go jobless. and the person told me, by then, there would be fresh grads and why would employers prefer me?

so it get me thinking a little. moreover, i would lose touch to accounting after that many years later.

ambition or aspirations?

I realised. As i move closer to my aspirations, I'm actually moving further away from my ambition.