packing of luggage dilemma

i think i am only halfway done with my packing & my luggage is reaching its maximum capacity! okay. nt tt bad. but at least 75%. gigified.

jy - ur sunflower is in alrdy. dun worry. im serious abt bringing it there. LOL.

i think i need to repack my luggage. gigified. :(

Why?

why should we learn to draw the limits?
why cant we be more selfish?

why does the world continue to spin even when im standing still?
why are changes so rapid when i just want to take a rest?
why do you walk away just when i am reaching?


why am i asking why?

kiss goodbye blogspot.

well. read jill's blog ytd. china really blocks bs. thus, going to kiss goodbye to blogger soon and start on my livejournal journey - hello dawn! im joining u to be lj buddies.

LOL. well, till then, i'd still have my tadahbalah.

on a lighter note, shanghai trip is postponed to latest mid sept. this means... I CAN PLAY WITH DAWN TILL I FLY~~~!!! YAYS. dawn! since u so free now u go plan okay! :D and it also means.. i cant come back for CNY in time :( i'd miss all the visitings with family & friends :( SIGHHHHH. but nvm. u guys are having exams. i doubt u will go visiting rite *keep fingers crossed*

five more days to FREEDOM! END OF EXAMS ~ woohoo!

* need to go for flu jab & thelessemia bloodtest check before i leave or my mum will nag me nonstop.

* today is the last day for tuition!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 kaching kaching kaching! LALALA~

one; eight; fourteen

tml's the 1st paper. everytime at this point of time, i'd never fail to psycho myself that "exams is not about how well you study & understand it. it's about how well you are able to spot the right part to study." so i'd feel consoled even if i selectively study.

let me describe my feeling. its like.. a frozen pond? on the surface it seems so peaceful. nothing moving. and benneath, my heart is thumping as usual, and feels so unpeaceful!

well & again, after the first paper begins, it's all going to end fast. after CLAW (MY BIGGEST WORRY!), i'd feel so much peaceful-er.

argh. AUDIT. :( sad life. can we only take TAX & AFA? screw audit & claw. ty.

time passes.

haha. a few photos from my damm lousy camera phone. the classic moments. LOL.

so yeaps! brian returned to US this morn. so fast rite! and exam's just next week :( starting on the first day and ending on the last day definitely SUCKS. shittiest exam schedule ever. seriously, exam schedules gets worse by the semesters. well oh well. ITS THE LAST EXAMINATION SEM :D

so we gathered @ brian's hse to send him off ytd. it's a really nice gathering such that.. i wanted to leave at 12am and end up only leaving at 3.30? LOL. poker sessions for the guys again damm lame. but we entertained ourselves well with twister. ahah. damm hilarious. after tt yx came out with this stupid yet entertaining King game. LOL. end up he always kanna the most stupid stuffs. he licked everybody who played the game. wonder if he has ulcers. LOL.

so the rest of us not participating was pretty amused by the participants. HAHA. really laugh till burst. i would miss such gatherings. when all of us gather, talk, play, joke like nth else in the world matters except interacting with each other. will we still gather like this 10 years down the road?

i sense boredom in china.

GEEGEE.

i heard china blocked FACEBOOK & YOUTUBE.
tmd. how am i gg to connect to my friends!
but val says she may be able to get pass it. BUT. gigified. :(

HAHA. i just said sth stupid to chinhong btw. HAHAHA. omg. DAWN. LOL.

Jacqueline said (7:29 PM): eh! dun delete her blog?

(S)?Chinhong?(S) says (7:31 PM): wrong convers huh?

Jacqueline says (7:31 PM): **DAWN

Jacqueline says (7:31 PM):hahah

Jacqueline says (7:31 PM): shit

just another national day.

happy belated birthday brian, pakwing, singapore.
of which the 2 i knew that has the same birthday as singapore arent singaporeans. lol.

so we celebrated @ doggie's hse ytd. its quite hilarious. HAHA. no, manu lost coz they arent good. nth to do with me and dawn. moreover, manu was leading at first.

yeaps. no pictures coz we didnt took any :(

one key thing to highlight.
STUPID JUSTIN. made the whole lift screamed!!! tmd. ok. prior to that, we were watching a few segments of horror movie on the tv.

then, justin send us to the lift and we boarded it, unknown to the fact that justin ran away. then. at the 10th floor, we were puzzled why the lift stop at 10th storey. & there's NO ONE THERE! thinking that its 1.30am alrdy, we feel scary. just when the door closing, JUSTIN CHANG JUMPED OUT. everyone screamed. including brian & lele. THEY SCREAMED TGT WITH US the girls lor. LOL. its so funny. LOL.
its really funny that everyone screamed tgt. from 10th storey to prolly 7th or 6th storey. AHHAA

stupid justin.

Fruitful Day

today, had the FINAL BCOMM assessment! & ALSO THE LASTTTT TUTORIAL EVER IN NGEE ANN. the end of my 3 yr poly schooling life just like tt. dunnoe if its good or bad. keeping fingers crossed. (:
lol! well. its finally over!! 100% OVER! so yea. we adjourned to yumcha to celebrate a little (including for national day since most of us wore red+white). lol!

was surprised today! coz the dogs & cats had an early farewell dinner for me!! (4 weeks early? lol) so tt sunflower was from them (: THANKS ALOTTTT! appreciate it alot alottttttt! thanks jy thanks joyce thanks bel thanks wl thanks qq and also thankyou alvin. lol. (:

and beetle is really short since joyce can also knock her head inside. so yea. LOL. *conclusion?*

after yumcha, back to NP to wait for dawn who is having her last day of IAP! GOOD LIFE! mine's starting in exactly 1 month's time!!! tt's fast. isnt it?

LOl. so yea. met neeky & went boardgames room to JENGA! LOL. well, we got bored and decided jenga can be used for domino purposes. HAHAA. failed attempt thou. LOL.

yea. im the one the collapse the tower :(

dinner@ some boon whatever chicken rice store w neeky dawnie justin. nice :D

then, we guitar-hero-smashed at NEEEKY's HSE!!! :D haha. damm stupid. but pretty fun. LOL.

& so i'm back home!

CYCLING TMLLLLLLl!

august resolutions

1. sleep by 12am daily. ideally 11pm.
2. be focused & stop wasting time here & there.
3. see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, feel no evil.
4. get more sleep for health reasons.
5. get organised. (hard thou)

Happy Belated 19th!

hi there.
HAHA.
NERD.
Happy 19th!
GROW UP PLS.
but on 2nd thoughts, remain like tt or it wouldnt be fun alrdy! haha
ohmy.
we're growing OLD :(
nevermind. we're young at heart! HAHA.
tata~

this week.

this week brought about huge significance.

besides justin's bdae, quan's bdae (drain $$), my bro's convocations, a few projs down, IT MARKS THE END OF OUR DIPLOMA PLUS PROGRAMMME!!!

so, we finally finished one the 1.5 yrs course and earned a cert alrdy :D NO MORE QMWR. (: seriously, i dunnoe what i've really learned from dip+. the most enriching one is econs i guess whcih i alrdy forgotten 80% of it. lol.

pay day tml! (:

Brother's Convocation 2009

WAH! so today's my beloved brother's graduation. good lor. got his honours :( i dun even have my diploma yet! lol. yea. i realised convocation abit boring. LOL. i guess when im the recipient that it would be a different story in total.

refreshments was not bad. surprisingly, from PINES cafe. lol. i wanna wear my bro's robe! but it was too big :( so i can only wear the BIG hat. but look so kuku. haha. wel well well. my turn will come soon. & today we were analysing. actually... from this year onwards, my parents have to attend convocation once yearly.

2009 - my bro's Bachelors Convocation

2010 - My hat-less convocation & my sis honours convocation

2011 - my bro's masters convocation

2012 - finally & hopefully my turn for honours ah. LOL.

so yea. we came to a conclusion we'll only take family portrait in 2010 & another time in 2012 when we all get our hats.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FUDGEY!

hello fudge!

guess what! it took me a VERY long time to find common pictures of us. LOL. what it means? time to take photo doggie! HAPPY 19th justin nicholas chang. so how have you been? lol.

now, i wish a year smooth for you, with no injuries, no accidents, and no more getting hospitalised! no, dun wannt visit u in the hospital anymore. so take good care of urself. be it ur eye, ur toe, ur longs, ur finger, your knee, ur ankle, ur thigh, and everything. LOL.

it's our final year. & more or less u may be in NS by this time next yr! probably? haha. i cant imagine someone as vain as u going botak. but well, u have to undergo it. and based on ur medical records, i forsee u in PES C. so it shld be a slack 2 years for you compared to the others. isn't it great? haha. you can do office work!

HAR. okay. 2 years since we graduated from seconday sch, another year to graduation of NP! so it means we've grown so much. so, please be more of a man than a boy justin! please drive safely, practice road ethics and etc. this way, it will be better for ur health too (:

SEE YOU TMLLLLLLLLL JNCGH.!

And so it goes - Billy Joel

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

feeling great

today, i received a call from Mint, my tutee. ytd was my 2nd lesson with her and we worked on bank reconc, which she will be tested on today.

her voice was very sweet. and she said she has scored 100% for the test. and she thanked me umpteen times. and i felt really good. i felt i was useful for once (: CONGRATS MINT! (:

another thing settled in the week. overseas attachement has been confirmed along with kaezel, hannah & valerie @ tyco flow shanghai. lol. heard its quite an established firm. i wanted banks thou. mrs tan says we can book the air tix and go off after she settle our visa issues. lol. getting real excited!

long update (:

a tiring week! presentations, projs, tutorials, NAQ and not forgetting my sis' 21st birthday party. projs are finally down one by one! (:

picked up a new tuition job for POA for 1 month before passing to yx! haha. finally got income :D more spending power now! (:

& well. it rained again today. awoken by stupidjy's sms that fallacy is once again proven. =.= we got presentation today. so it means, proven for 4 weeks in a row tt i wear formal = rain. lol.

somehow i like today althou it rained! (:

many photos uploaded. stef sun concert & npsc last fri! eh eh! tml's stefanie sun's bdae :D haha.

NPSC'09

daddy & mummy (:

STEFANIE SUN'S CONCERT! <3>

i like this costume the mosttttttt! so nice rite (:

And so it goes...

2 fallacies are composed in this week.

1st theory by stupidjy - Everytime I wear formal, it bounds to rain. proven true for a row of 3 weeks. tmd. =.= now stupidjy blames me for it.

2nd theory i observed - I cant say See u tml or i'd see u tml. LOL. ok. insider joke.


A few trends observed, beware of KARMA! HAHA.

1st, i was laughing at stupidjy for what i forgot and i almost tripped over a step. she blammed me for karma. then, i hit myself in the lecture hall & got a DAMM BIG BALAKU & she laughs and says its my karma.

AHHAHA. now its HER KARMA.

SOMEONE JUST FELL OFF THE TREADMILL & SPRAINED HER ANKLE which looks like pigtrotters bandaged up now. LOL.

KARMA KARMA. hhaah. (:

where rainbow ends.

it's very windy today. brr!

started to re-read the book, and im half way done. it's really nice, just like when i first read it in sec 3. and i'm finding the story plot nice!

lol. how 2 best friends beat ard the bush to finally find themselves true for each other, and the many opportunities missed in between. how tragic, and how blissful. now, it's just fiction isnt it?

in less than 2 months, i'd be in an alien environment trying to adapt to a whole-new lifestyle. with perserverance, i can. friends, we wouldnt distanced away, would we? (: eddy was telling me tt as long as i stay online everyday, it'd be like i've never been away. lol. yea. i shld bug everyone everyday when im there. firstly, it'd help me on my loneliness. secondly, we will still be in touch!

AND. IM GG TO STEFANIE SUN'S CONCERT LATER with my brother<3!!! in less than 5 hrs time i'd be there waiting for her to start :D yays!

"To know that you do not know is best. To pretend to know when you do not know is a disease"

This is when ignorance kills.
Stop the pretense. (:

great weekend!

hehs! finally met up with shuling on fri & caught ice age! super hilarious (: & shall meet up with her before i leave! haha.

so yea. NDP PREVIEW WITH NCH & DAWN! :D:D it was great! the goodie bag was GREAT. coz i got the purple one which i had been eyeing on while queuing up. tsk. got elbowed a few times on the way into the stadium. but well, tt's the singapore spirit rite. LOL.

then. best of all. KBOX SESSION WITH YX & LELE THEY ALLLL. it's been a long time since kbox-ing with yx. but he seemed so abnormal today. must be lele's fault. HAHA. cant stop laughing when they bicker. bringing kids out is SOOOOOO troublesome. lol. ahhaa.

sigh. it's monday tml AGAIN. just another week to scrap thru :