august resolutions

1. sleep by 12am daily. ideally 11pm.
2. be focused & stop wasting time here & there.
3. see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, feel no evil.
4. get more sleep for health reasons.
5. get organised. (hard thou)

Happy Belated 19th!

hi there.
HAHA.
NERD.
Happy 19th!
GROW UP PLS.
but on 2nd thoughts, remain like tt or it wouldnt be fun alrdy! haha
ohmy.
we're growing OLD :(
nevermind. we're young at heart! HAHA.
tata~

this week.

this week brought about huge significance.

besides justin's bdae, quan's bdae (drain $$), my bro's convocations, a few projs down, IT MARKS THE END OF OUR DIPLOMA PLUS PROGRAMMME!!!

so, we finally finished one the 1.5 yrs course and earned a cert alrdy :D NO MORE QMWR. (: seriously, i dunnoe what i've really learned from dip+. the most enriching one is econs i guess whcih i alrdy forgotten 80% of it. lol.

pay day tml! (:

Brother's Convocation 2009

WAH! so today's my beloved brother's graduation. good lor. got his honours :( i dun even have my diploma yet! lol. yea. i realised convocation abit boring. LOL. i guess when im the recipient that it would be a different story in total.

refreshments was not bad. surprisingly, from PINES cafe. lol. i wanna wear my bro's robe! but it was too big :( so i can only wear the BIG hat. but look so kuku. haha. wel well well. my turn will come soon. & today we were analysing. actually... from this year onwards, my parents have to attend convocation once yearly.

2009 - my bro's Bachelors Convocation

2010 - My hat-less convocation & my sis honours convocation

2011 - my bro's masters convocation

2012 - finally & hopefully my turn for honours ah. LOL.

so yea. we came to a conclusion we'll only take family portrait in 2010 & another time in 2012 when we all get our hats.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FUDGEY!

hello fudge!

guess what! it took me a VERY long time to find common pictures of us. LOL. what it means? time to take photo doggie! HAPPY 19th justin nicholas chang. so how have you been? lol.

now, i wish a year smooth for you, with no injuries, no accidents, and no more getting hospitalised! no, dun wannt visit u in the hospital anymore. so take good care of urself. be it ur eye, ur toe, ur longs, ur finger, your knee, ur ankle, ur thigh, and everything. LOL.

it's our final year. & more or less u may be in NS by this time next yr! probably? haha. i cant imagine someone as vain as u going botak. but well, u have to undergo it. and based on ur medical records, i forsee u in PES C. so it shld be a slack 2 years for you compared to the others. isn't it great? haha. you can do office work!

HAR. okay. 2 years since we graduated from seconday sch, another year to graduation of NP! so it means we've grown so much. so, please be more of a man than a boy justin! please drive safely, practice road ethics and etc. this way, it will be better for ur health too (:

SEE YOU TMLLLLLLLLL JNCGH.!

And so it goes - Billy Joel

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

feeling great

today, i received a call from Mint, my tutee. ytd was my 2nd lesson with her and we worked on bank reconc, which she will be tested on today.

her voice was very sweet. and she said she has scored 100% for the test. and she thanked me umpteen times. and i felt really good. i felt i was useful for once (: CONGRATS MINT! (:

another thing settled in the week. overseas attachement has been confirmed along with kaezel, hannah & valerie @ tyco flow shanghai. lol. heard its quite an established firm. i wanted banks thou. mrs tan says we can book the air tix and go off after she settle our visa issues. lol. getting real excited!

long update (:

a tiring week! presentations, projs, tutorials, NAQ and not forgetting my sis' 21st birthday party. projs are finally down one by one! (:

picked up a new tuition job for POA for 1 month before passing to yx! haha. finally got income :D more spending power now! (:

& well. it rained again today. awoken by stupidjy's sms that fallacy is once again proven. =.= we got presentation today. so it means, proven for 4 weeks in a row tt i wear formal = rain. lol.

somehow i like today althou it rained! (:

many photos uploaded. stef sun concert & npsc last fri! eh eh! tml's stefanie sun's bdae :D haha.

NPSC'09

daddy & mummy (:

STEFANIE SUN'S CONCERT! <3>

i like this costume the mosttttttt! so nice rite (:

And so it goes...

2 fallacies are composed in this week.

1st theory by stupidjy - Everytime I wear formal, it bounds to rain. proven true for a row of 3 weeks. tmd. =.= now stupidjy blames me for it.

2nd theory i observed - I cant say See u tml or i'd see u tml. LOL. ok. insider joke.


A few trends observed, beware of KARMA! HAHA.

1st, i was laughing at stupidjy for what i forgot and i almost tripped over a step. she blammed me for karma. then, i hit myself in the lecture hall & got a DAMM BIG BALAKU & she laughs and says its my karma.

AHHAHA. now its HER KARMA.

SOMEONE JUST FELL OFF THE TREADMILL & SPRAINED HER ANKLE which looks like pigtrotters bandaged up now. LOL.

KARMA KARMA. hhaah. (:

where rainbow ends.

it's very windy today. brr!

started to re-read the book, and im half way done. it's really nice, just like when i first read it in sec 3. and i'm finding the story plot nice!

lol. how 2 best friends beat ard the bush to finally find themselves true for each other, and the many opportunities missed in between. how tragic, and how blissful. now, it's just fiction isnt it?

in less than 2 months, i'd be in an alien environment trying to adapt to a whole-new lifestyle. with perserverance, i can. friends, we wouldnt distanced away, would we? (: eddy was telling me tt as long as i stay online everyday, it'd be like i've never been away. lol. yea. i shld bug everyone everyday when im there. firstly, it'd help me on my loneliness. secondly, we will still be in touch!

AND. IM GG TO STEFANIE SUN'S CONCERT LATER with my brother<3!!! in less than 5 hrs time i'd be there waiting for her to start :D yays!

"To know that you do not know is best. To pretend to know when you do not know is a disease"

This is when ignorance kills.
Stop the pretense. (:

great weekend!

hehs! finally met up with shuling on fri & caught ice age! super hilarious (: & shall meet up with her before i leave! haha.

so yea. NDP PREVIEW WITH NCH & DAWN! :D:D it was great! the goodie bag was GREAT. coz i got the purple one which i had been eyeing on while queuing up. tsk. got elbowed a few times on the way into the stadium. but well, tt's the singapore spirit rite. LOL.

then. best of all. KBOX SESSION WITH YX & LELE THEY ALLLL. it's been a long time since kbox-ing with yx. but he seemed so abnormal today. must be lele's fault. HAHA. cant stop laughing when they bicker. bringing kids out is SOOOOOO troublesome. lol. ahhaa.

sigh. it's monday tml AGAIN. just another week to scrap thru :

28th. damm tiring!

first & foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGHUI, and 21st birthday to my cousiN!

so tired, esp with 2 chalets in a row.

so many drunkards appeared ytd night. OMG. seriously. but its damm hilarious listening to their drunk conversations. ahaha. didn't catch a wink the WHOLE night coz there doesnt seem to have a place to contain me =.= ok. so spent the night outside talking with le & alf's pj friends. and soon, dawn is here (nt that drunk dawn). managed to nap at abt 9am when ppl start to leave and i see pillows and mattresses. lol. but was awaken at 10am to check out =.=

sigh. was really feeling so bored tt i feel asleep at my cousin's 21st bdae party. HAHA. ok. but whatever.

sch's starting tml. depression sets in. :( i cant wait for this sem to be over.

just another week.

finally finished reading "one litre of tears" book edition. no, i dun need a dictionary to read it. HAHA. i can read chinese books (proven: OIAP will not pose such a big problem to me).

okay. took abt 4 days thou.

went for supper @ airport few nights back! haha. finalllllllllly get to take yx's car. and it was such a long ride there. hahaa. coz i directed him on the wrong path. but he missed the exit himself too. so, both at fault bah. lol. so we took 45 mins to get to yishun? haha. like taking mrt. =.= yea. way back was so much faster. only took abt 1 hr from airport to yishun to woodlands to jurong and back to his own hse. what a great difference. anyway, all the expressways are sooo confusing.

sigh. sch's reopening.

no longer perfect.

it's getting scary.
or perhaps i just didnt give them enough rest.

how does it feels like when u wake up one day to realise things are blur?
how does it feels like to rely on spectacles on contact lenses?
it's so scary. isnt it. when u cant see with ur bare eyes.
i'm gg to start eating carrots soon, while things are still mild.

where are people when u need them! i need to rant.

the weekend.

the hols has just began, and is marching towards its end. tmd.

kboxeddddd with B&C on tues after audit-makeup was so fun. 3 person, taking turns to scream, and u just dont have the time to rest (: hahaha. went all the way to causeway pt with ozy to meet the rest after k-ing only to end up nt watching the movie coz its too late. lol.

ah. then thurs is interesting. haha. DAWN. haha. first time there, thrilling, but wouldnt want to go there again, unless some1 drives (: (HAHA. hint to yx, wq, weeteck, doggie)

fri coca-ed. lol. realised tt place like those steamboat places in HK. amazed by the way fish glue is cooked. hahaha. and amazed with the yx's 深度和墨水。read a few chapters of his books on the journey home and found tt its really interesting, and is really different from english novels, just like what he said. (: 大开眼界。

sat, VIVO-ed with daaaaaaaaaaawn and keng gai too! she shopped, i window-shopped, only to give in to the temptations at the last min, and shopped with her too. whatever happens to my will to save up? hahha. dawnn. ur fault.

aaaaaargh. seems like v little ppl's gg to chalet next wkn. should we go, dawn? or should we not?

haha. DAWN.

HAHAHHAHA. dawn. im still laughing at the incident. HAAHHAHAH

LOL.

last CT!

ohyea. last ct, finalllllllllllllllly! (: no more common tests alrdy!

yea. joyce's heading to california tml for 3 weeks! nt gg to see her for a month i guess! so, we have a surprise farewell session for her today! i think she's super touched! HAHA. (:

okay. then went to meeeeeet dawnnnnnnnn finally! :D:D
then. went ozy's hseee.

ah ah. okay yea.

and lol. i went facebook & was so disappointed. how can everyone is mentioned & im not. Jacqueline. im J. J J J J J J J J J J. everyone there. dawn, mag, alfone, alfred, etc. even rebekah & christine. JUSTIN. im so disappointed.

谢谢。

奶奶：

记得小时候给您承诺，您也相对的许下承诺。您临走前，我再次许下同样的承诺。至今，我只记得自己对您的那个承诺，也不在乎您是否可以完成您的承诺。

每当我面对困境，就为了实现诺言，我一定不放弃。就是为了那个承诺，我努力，用功，不让你失望，才我有今天的成就。虽然不大，但已出乎自己的预料。

昨天，我才发现您领走前交待姑姑帮您完成您的承诺，我差一点就要哭出来了。再给我一年的时间，我必定会实现我的诺言。

谢谢您一直给我支持，给我力量，让我发奋图强。

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ah. today's audit. mixed feelings. i finished the paper fast. yet, i got a bad feeling.
2 more to go. tax. claw.

one week.

one week has passed so quickly! in a blink, 1st paper down (: moving towards my FINAL 3 COMMON TEST PAPERS. end of poly life. 3 yrs. like tt (: cool!


had a very pleasant surprise ytd! whee~ <3


audit.tax.claw. RARH.


how will this week go? ah ah. cant wait till fri.


and my bad influence friends tempted me to kbox when i shld be revising. HAHA. but i like kbox with them <3